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corduroy mclellan - brake check lyrics

[verse]:
am i alone up in this world feel like n0body cares
when i wake up in the morning will your message be there
overpopulated; but no friends that are near
i love to look at sneakers haven’t found me a pair
got these thoughts in my head that scare everyone around me
landlocked but i know the ocean water still surrounds me
always feels like i’m drowning lifeguard looks on without me
if i never rise again the sun has set they couldn’t doubt me
when i close my eyes, swear my vision starts to focus
dreams of finding a reason that i shouldn’t feel hopeless
then i wake up and it goes away crops after some locust
another okie doke they got me with an added hocus pocus
man it’s bogus all the ways i’ve been told to conform
i got opinions that i know aren’t even close to the norm
so i put on my smile and make sure to perform that way they never have questions; no need to fill out a form
put my head down to pray; don’t know what to say
everybody that i know got all these problems that stay
try and outrun all their demons no runners today
i’m drained from this emotion hope it just goes away
sometimes i wonder if the pain will ever choose to leave
got this promise for the future that i wanna redeem
but then i wonder if it’s too late cause my soul isn’t clean
every time i try to write i just get stuck on what i need
like some help need direction to take home the win
i wanna do right but fall again and again
bipolar thoughts are creepin’ and i can’t control when
if you never make me stop we might just go off the ledge
that’s not suicidal; sometimes we just take it too far
i try to be aladdin but i’m mostly jafar
i could be the one that helps instead i lower the bar
they hit the floor instead of being raised up to the stars
so yes i’m back again another four about my thoughts
all the dark that holds me down black holes and fraying knots
took a second just to see if i could turn my power off
i’m so ready for my flight but it seems my wings are caught
i just need it to be 3:58 in amsterdam
i’m so caught up in my thoughts like what made me who i am?
could you tell me all the reasons why i’m sinking in sand?
will i spend my last moments here holding your hand?
got a lot of questions or maybe just complaints
as i’m reaching for a purpose i guess i forgot the brakes
reaching terminal velocity aimed right at my fate
surrounded by the darkness but there is no escape
so take me home, take me home where the grass is looking green
need a sight for sore eyes and a sleight that’s wiped clean
so much pressure i created for myself, know what i mean?
visions for the future but maybe they’re dreams

- corduroy mclellan lyrics

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