corey laury - in the midst 2 ( internal ) lyrics
i lived a quarter of my life feeling like it needs to end
no more pennies for my thoughts it’s just best i hold them in
when it’s my time i will know peace i’m tired of this pain
don’t ask me to explain i don’t understand myself
i feel like i’m the one that’s under blame
it’s my fault that i feel like this so i should be ashamed
maybe life would be even better on a different plane
but i just say i’m tired why don’t you try and get some rest
no not that kind of tired
i wish it was that simplе to just sleep it off
think away think of a way to get rid of these thoughts
accеpt the reality of it all i’m not
okay people only understand something
unless they going through it
binging on food and film
no clothes i’m gaining weight
room ain’t been clean in months
i find it hard to take+
i find it hard to take care of myself
it’s changing me more hurting me more
affecting me more ways
i realize i barely remember
things past a certain age
he barely wants to be
intimate cause my drive is gone
and yet he pleasures
himself comfort within his hands
i find myself real nostalgic rooted within the past
i just miss how i was
i just miss how it was
i just miss how we was
the mind a temple the body
a shrine didn’t visit in a long time
not in tune with myself anymore i told lies
saying i wasn’t good enough remaining broken
fighting these battles in my mind i’m all alone
everything is gonna turn out how it’s supposed to be
i had hope with tears in my eyes
tearing me up inside while smiling on the out
how i’m supposed to
tell the person that gave me my
life that i didn’t want it anymore
i had to be vulnerable open
my soul to change embrace that i need help
there’s nothing more certain in life than change
another tunity for growth and transformation
disconnected due to lack of self reflection
deprecation i don’t deserve
i know i’m worthy of all the love i’ve received
i place my hands against the mirror and i press hard
shatter the negativity of myself
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