counter culture - slow suicide lyrics
alone is how he’s spent most of his time
bugs out cause he sees in metaphors and rhyme
hallucinate rhetoric, theories, and crime
what’s real and what isn’t is surpassing his mind
rolls slow, stays lit, grasps for what he can find
thoughts can’t be trusted, nor can his eyes
speaks to himself to drown out the voices and cries
can’t tell anymore
gone third eye blind
he or him, him or he?
stay confusing and subtle
try to find love within but all i find is this rubble
start again build and mend blood pooling and puddled
lives flash in a sudden then they’re all huddled
family, friends, nurses fight ’em to keep him from k!lling himself
not in the usual way, for that he learned self help
intubated, minds been shakin ,they say he did it to himself
too many years of abuse that this body’s been dealt
(it’s a slow suicide) it’s a slow suicide (it’s a slow suicide)
(it’s a slow suicide) it’s a slow suicide
(until the day you might die
look up and ask your god why)
the epitome of our ruinous tick through all these days
is humanity’s calamitous stint to cause displacement
the enemy our gratuitous grip on the disdain
of communities different to us, seems we can’t stop throwing shade
sick
having pride on the divide
shift
all the chemicals inside
lit
turn to vices to subside
this
our slow suicide
on that 3rd dimension
catch me 3rd eye flippin’
cause no job i ever had
ever offered me a pension
never pinchin’ never slippin’
my position; mental vision
brain a prison; sane resistance
don’t you mention my existence
keep it switchin’, never scripted
left hand itchin’, right hand tempted
plain a prison plane a mission
plain ambition grown within ’em
break through systems
downloaded highs with viral symptoms
viral tension, high speed dishes
fentynol lows just crack revisioned
(it’s a slow suicide) it’s a slow suicide (it’s a slow suicide)
(it’s a slow suicide) it’s a slow suicide
(the world today is sad in a way that “too much” “enough is enough” carries no weight, cause there’s no love, no play, no room for any change)
mental limbo spend most of my days
rid my consciousness, set it ablaze
pillars i’m made of, ready to raze
learn to live in my constant malaise
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