cowardlycrow - what is healing anyways? lyrics
[intro]
it feels bad to feel bad
it feels bad to feel good
it feels bad to feel anything at all
it feels like this will be the end
it feels like i didn’t heal within
it feels like this won’t be worth it after all
what if i’m wasting my time?
what if i’m running behind?
what if it wasn’t right?
[chorus]
what am i wasting all this time for?
sitting on my pine floor
being so naïve
what is healing anyway?
is it something you say you’ll do someday?
maybe i’ll stay and grieve
[verse]
why do i question myself?
why can’t i feel things without my mind becoming h+ll?
do i regret things?
yes, i do
but that doesn’t mean i can use it as an excuse
or pretend it doesn’t affect me
[chorus]
what am i wasting all this time for?
sitting on my pine floor
being so naïve
what is hеaling anyway?
is it something you say you’ll do someday?
maybe i’ll stay and griеve
[bridge]
i was just like you once
i did not know what i wanted
maybe, that’s what failed me
is it more selfish to die?
or is it more selfish to stay alive?
do i even deserve it?
would you like to decide my fate or let me struggle in my own maze?
then again, i don’t think you would talk to me anyways
[outro]
what am i wasting all this time for?
sitting on my pine floor
being so naïve
wish i could go out someday, but nothing motivates me these days
so, what is healing anyways?
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