cristian ruiz - nightmare lyrics
[verse 1]
endless rain of sadness
why does this happen
i’m supposed to be perfect
now i know i’m not worth it
i’ve got so many friends
most of them just pretend
if i died right now they wouldn’t fight till the end
i don’t give a f-ck if died
i’ll know n-body tried
tried to help
everyone says their depressed
they don’t know how i’ve felt
how empty i’ve become
felt like looking down the barrel of a gun
i’m not attention needy i swear
but i’m in a living nightmare
but i’m not aware
how little people care
if i had a funeral would you be there?
no you wouldn’t
that’s the god d-mn point
sorry to disappoint but i’m in a fight
with myself
[verse 2]
god why am i screaming for help?
cause i don’t get none
they won’t try to help till my life is done
look you won
you all f-cking won
broke me down so much the old cristian’s gone
broke me down so much i can only express myself in a song
broke me down so much all i can do is run
it’s the only thing i remember how to do
is run away from sh-tty people like you
you’ve beat my to break
i’ve tried to runaway
i’ve tried to make you stay
you’ve hurt me so much
i still don’t want you to go
without you i’d be alone
not a single text on my phone
but with you i cry by myself at home
you find a way to make me hate you and love you
but it’s not only you
it’s all the people that make me feel stuck
they stab me in the back
stab me so much the knife goes through my gut
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