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crizzy - 8 months lyrics

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it’s been too long sh-t needs to be said
i spent 8 months just laying in my bed
trying to get her outta my head
i didn’t wanna be fed
i just wanted to be dead, aye

pop a cap in me
pop a pill in me
do anything to forget her with me

i met her mid june
scrolling through my feed
saw a funny post
i was like “who is she?”
the caption was looking kinda funny

so i tried to add a spin
didn’t know i would win
her heart
lasted a month and a half
now mines broke apart
and that’s just the start

got with a girl for a day
i didn’t need her to stay
i just wanted to play
sorry hannah mae
you didn’t deserve that one week rave

fast forward to october
said she wanted me back
and it was going pretty great
but there was something i lacked

honesty
i couldn’t tell her how i feel
and when i did she made a big deal
but eventually i hooked her and i had to reel
but it wasn’t real

you see
she didn’t want me
she wanted a guy named reid
and honestly
he could succeed
but she made me bleed

that’s when i got heavy in the drugs
didn’t text her back
but i wanted her hugs
i was so f-cking confused
didn’t know how my heart was drug

and f-ck yeah it i’ll name drop
sofia made my heart stop
couldn’t clean up the puddles
i needed a mop
or a way to hop to someone new

so to forget mikdu
i hit on a girl who reminded me of you
but that’s something you can’t do
because being like you must’ve been true

said she didn’t like me back
so i was dried on a rack
relied on the tracks
got serious with my music

hoping one day you’d listen to it
and help me through it
i never knew it was this hard

fast forward
end of december
i got with c-ssidy just to endure
and ensure

a way out of my minds h-ll
but i was still trapped inside that cell
and it rang the bell

so we broke up
and i still wanted sofia
that’s when i realized i might really need ya
and i always teased ya

i decided if c-ssidy and i broke
then sofia and i had to talk
and i couldn’t choke
so i spoke

i acted like her friend
knowing i wanted more in the end
but she didn’t know that
until it took a bend

she said she’s had fantasies with me in it
now i can’t lie of course i did it

so i told her that
and we did some stupid sh-t that i’d take back

but it was like three times a week
sent some things that i can’t speak on
that i don’t wanna take a peek on

that caused us to start talking
and i was falling
i thought she was too
but she still wasn’t calling
i was bawling
not like a pro
like something inside of me was crawling

and ripping my f-cking heart out
painting pictures on my wall
with the blood that i saw
i had to null
all the pain
so i swerved it to my jaw

told her i wanted her to commit
she said she would
but it didn’t mean sh-t

we talked for seven weeks
last week was the last
i asked her out
she said not too fast
and i couldn’t take the stress
told my friends i’m gonna leave it in the past

endless possibilities could be filled
but instead when i asked her out
she just drilled

said no
it was seven f-cking weeks tho
eight months of my life i had to watch go

i ripped up my cards
deleted her pics
now i’m trying to convince
myself that she doesn’t exist

and i already have a crush on someone else
i really feel bad for putting sofia on the shelf

but she’ll take reid
so she’s okay
plus all of my friends told me i should walk away
i don’t wanna talk today
i wanna throw her away
the last eight months
don’t have to reflect today

- crizzy lyrics

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