crm (au) - insomnia lyrics
[intro]
insomnia, insomnia
ahem!
[verse 1]
i remember the day i met you, like it was yesterday
i instantly felt your matchin’ energy
always used to think about you everyday
the chances of us bein’ together was in jeopardy
and i know the sh+t i’m sayin’ is corny, i know
prolly heard all this sh+t a million times before
but i’m bein’ genuine, i ain’t lyin’ to you
i’m just speakin’ out my mind, and my mind’s the truth
finally asked you out, didn’t think you’d say yes
i wanted this sh+t forever, i can’t say less
anythin’ you wanted me to do, i was fine with it
i’d be down for anythin’, if you werе down for it
it was just me and you, it was our story
never thought thе rain would come down pourin’
but then you started hangin’ out with another guy, thought you was cheatin’ on me
looked through your messages, and there, i saw it
i confronted you about it, you couldn’t own up
and it was that night, that we broke up
and then the next morning, i woke up
to you tellin’ everybody i abused you, that i threw a punch
i was so disgusted, your number, i blocked it
said to myself “can’t trust these hoes anymore, no discussion”
and there i was, sittin’ alone, my paradise fallen
no matter how many times i tried, you’d never hear me callin’
[chorus]
wanted you forever, so desperately
they say love’s a drug, you were my ecstasy
now every night, i just lay in bed
and i can’t sleep when you’re not next to me, oh
tellin’ me it’s all my fault
but i’ve done nothin’ wrong
you’re givin’ me insomnia
you’re givin’ me insomnia
[interlude]
(+birds chirping+)
[verse 2]
i’ve done some sh+t in my life, that i ain’t proud of
i ain’t been lookin’ for peace, i’ve only been lookin’ for power
and i’ve never been ok, not for a minute, or an hour
should’ve handled this maturely, instead of bein’ a coward
’cause no matter what they’ve done to you, two wrongs don’t make a right
i can’t deal with this anymore, i need to stop before i take my life
this the reason i don’t socialise, feel better when i stay inside
caused so much pain, that some people can’t wait until the day i die
this sh+t done happened over a year ago, but i act like it was recently
if someone forgives me, i need to treat them equally
never said that i’m not okay, dealt with this all in secrecy
but i never change my ways, keep doin’ the same sh+t repeatedly
none of us are perfect, we all sometimes make mistakes
but when things go wrong in our lives, we never let it erase
i take sh+t too seriously, so fake friends always get replaced
shouldn’t talk bad about myself, but i know i’m just a disgrace
i hope you have the courage in your heart to forgive me
‘cause without you, i’ve been feelin’ so empty
my life would be so much better if you were with me
been copin’ with the pain, downin’ bottles of henny
can’t deal with this anymore, please don’t tempt me
please just be honest, i wanna know what you’re thinkin’
do you love me? do you hate me? do you think that i’m cringey?
if i see you with another man, i swear sh+t will get deadly
[chorus]
wanted you forever, so desperately
they say love’s a drug, you were my ecstasy
now every night, i just lay in bed
and i can’t sleep when you’re not next to me, oh
tellin’ me it’s all my fault
but i’ve done nothin’ wrong
you’re givin’ me insomnia
you’re givin’ me insomnia
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