crowmouth - optimistic_unnerved lyrics
i can’t keep living like this
i can’t keep living like this
if i decided to take my life, i know i won’t be f+cking missed
so let me rot in this hole that i have dug for myself
i’m six feet deep but still alive in my grave
i’d crawl back out but there is nothing left to save
i wrestle with the thought to stop this bullsh+t everyday
i’m just too weak to jump and take it all away
f+ck
f+ck
i want to take this knife, stick it deep into my guts
choke on more of my blood the deeper that it cuts
hang a noose and pop some pills for good measure
turn me off and cease these thoughts forever
i can’t get my hopes up
i can’t be vulnerable
i scream
i cry to the empty skies and silence falls (i drown in the dark)
the only answer is your call (drag me back to the light)
please take this pain
take it away
i can’t go on
left to decay
numb
i’ve grown so numb
i was so lonely so desperate
i was alone and i deserved it
who would ever need me?
i’m a wretch and my life is so desolate
who would ever want a fool like me? (a fool like me)
i’ve been floating through a life that should not be
i’m drowning in a sea of apathy (of apathy)
i can’t exist
i know i shouldn’t be
i scream to the sky
i scream
i cry to the empty skies and silence falls (i drown in the dark)
the only answer is your call (drag me back to the light)
i try not to let myself feel anything (i’ve grown numb to the pain)
this is how my life began to fall (but then i let you in)
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