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d-cyphr - conflictions lyrics

[intro – d-cyphr]
standing outside, questioning inside
will i ever live high life before i die?
don’t see what’s wrong, am i doing this right?
want to fly but i can’t seem to rise
want freedom but i need my own life
want people but can’t seem to slide
want speed but i still need a ride
i want to see the truth but you can’t see the pain in my eyes
and that’s what k!lls me
can’t i just feel alive?
walking around looking down
‘cos i can’t even be with the girl who makes me smile
i know for a fact, i don’t deserve this
got a gift but they can’t see my curses
you can’t get used to pain
you could take the hit a thousand times but it still keeps hurting

[verse 1 – d-cyphr]
things that i’ve been through, yeah i’ve questioned my purpose
load of cr-p, sh-t stinks, i started from the bottom
yeah i’ve been through the darkness, life’s like a black hole
asked myself so many times, am i even a good person?
asked myself a few times, is this living even worth it?
only love you when you’re dead, d-mn, guess i’m burning
say life’s like a movie, wish i could sit down
and see my ending through every pair of eyes in the world
and see how many people turn up to the funeral
who really cares to turn up at the wake
who’d actually miss me, who’d get sad
who’d have at least one tear run down their face
who’d actually feel loss and a drop of pain
see who cares, who doesn’t, let it run again
see how my life ends up, if i spark a flame
or if i’m still no-one, want to run away

[hook – wolfman longarm]
but still, i can’t sleep at night
is this sh-t really worth it? i’m sitting with the knife
i know it’s gonna hurt but does this sh-t seem right?
what the f-ck is my purpose? if i just went and died
would they think that i deserved it? yeah
would they think that i deserved it? yeah
why would they think that i deserved it?
i deserved it, yeah i deserved it

[verse 2 – d-cyphr]
want to change lives but i can’t even change one
want to have friends but i can’t even make one
always felt out of my place since day one
want to break records but i can’t even make one
want to speak up but i can’t even say something
can’t talk to a girl, i just want to be mates, f-ck it
no, i wasn’t born just to live as a failure
that’s why when it got hard, i never gave up
that’s why when it gets hard, i never give up
don’t walk away unless i don’t give one
i’ll jog on this road ’til my feet get blistered
and keep going on until i must quit running
‘cos life is a marathon
either live fast or you live slow
ain’t no winning or losing
just as long as you finish at the end of the road

[verse 3 – d-cyphr]
hurts real bad, don’t know when the pain hits
feel like it’s all ‘cos how my brain is
sometimes you just have to sort it by waiting
like a hospital ward, yeah, i got the patience
i can’t contain it, i’m contemplating
my mind is mazing, on god, i hate it
can’t stop the changes (can’t stop the changes)
but i still stay fine, dodge shots like the matrix
nerves take over, my mind turns weak
i’m showing signs of anxiety
i’m lucky i don’t have that but still
things get quite bad when i worry
lift me out, get me higher please
from the abyss to up high on trees
from underground to a sky release
feel like i’m looking in the eye of a beast

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