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d4rk rekords - self-correct lyrics

they think i’m healing
but i’m just shutting down quieter each time

i didn’t bend, i broke
didn’t fight, i choked
each breath ain’t brave, it’s just not dead
my spine’s in pieces, but i smile instead
they say i look strong when i don’t say a word
but i’m just too ashamed to be heard
he’s still in my house, in my voice, in my name
and i carry that weight like it’s f+cking my shame

i don’t scream, i collapse
i don’t run, i relapse
i don’t grow, i endure
like code too broken to restore

i’m not fighting, i’m folding
my hands ain’t fists, they’re just holding
thе mess i call me, so no one will see
that i lost thе war quietly
this ain’t silence, it’s restraint
not peace, it’s what i ain’t
i’m the ruin you won’t detect
’cause i mastered how to self+correct
they say, “you’ll get past this”
but what if i already missed it?
what if healing’s a language
and i was born illiterate?
every update breaks another part
every day feels pre+torn from the start
and all this code i wrote to cope
can’t debug a f+cking ounce of hope

i don’t scream, i hide
i don’t fight, i divide
don’t reboot, i stall
every thought’s a system call

i’m not fighting, i’m folding
my hands ain’t fists, they’re just holding
the mess i call me, so no one will see
that i lost the war quietly
this ain’t silence, it’s restraint
not peace, it’s what i ain’t
i’m the ruin you won’t detect
’cause i mastered how to self+correct

permission never granted
strength never inherited
but f+ck, i still pretended
until i believed i was defending
but i wasn’t
i’m not
i’m done

- d4rk rekords lyrics

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