damian lopez - the ending lyrics
(verse 1)
why? am i trying to make another album of me screaming again as it hurt me
why? am i wanting to fall apart as i write these lyrics, and it gets colder and darker
alone again, writing these lyrics in the dark. by myself, nothing but a pencil and a paper
a computer too, as i have to type in a notepad, where i can’t see the internet but write something down
i feel like it’s not funny anymore, i’m making myself more stressed with these projects coming through and these words aren’t even fake
like these d-mn songs, from the last and from this one
i’m trying to funny but it’s a bridge that collapses way too early, and every time it’s built again, it collapses again. it’s like a cycle and the pain hurts
most of my friends from the past are gone, either moved or just not to real enough that they slowly just backed away from my life. sometimes they come back, most of the times they’re still gone
still walking a lonely road with the ending that i’m waiting to come
(hook)
you’re not alone~!
not alone!~
not a-l-o-o-one
(verse 2)
i think about my crush a lot, even though i know they’re dating someone else. not the one i talked about in several songs from that old album which sucked
i hated it, nothing good about it. lyrics were trash
one of my best friends thought one of them was about him, but trust me. it wasn’t about him, it was about somebody else. should had not written it that sounded like them, i should had written it like something else
d-mn ideas, wrote that song at a birthday party. no wonder why it was so bad, piano was just three keys and that’s it
the other songs, “h-llo”, was so bad. can’t believe i still kept going once i messed up. “friends” was just a ripoff of heathens which was a stupid mistake that i wish i could had just made it better
oh, why am i focusing on “4u”?
that piece of trash shouldn’t be mentioned at all, wish i should had just scr-pped it. should had left it to rot but i was hyping it too much that it was just a cancerous 20 track album
i separated “cook your doggie” from it, and just put it on “why…?” because it felt better on that album, not on a mistake
uh, i don’t want to be “cool”, i’m always “weird”, i want to be “serious” at times, i try to be “funny” and that’s all i wanted to do
but no, that was just a tragic ending for something that took me a year to make. i wish i never made it at all, and i can’t even rap. so why am i trying at all?
(hook)
you’re not alone~!
not alone!~
not a-l-o-o-one
(outro)
as i focus on my mistakes, i can fix them all. not going to do a remake
but continue going forward with everything blocking my way
at this point, i’m not scared right now. let’s continue with the saga
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