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daox3n - y0ug0tth1sk1d lyrics

it’s just so hard to put myself to sleep
feels like another night, another fight
my past the only thing holding me tight, at night
thought i was twelve steps forward, somehow i’m two steps back
it’s just so f+cking whack, so strung out from all the stress

so much of my past i’ve repressed
compartmentalized and just suppressed
all the misery up in my head, keep on dreaming that someone can help me fight my demons
cause i’m in pieces, from the trauma that’s in my dreams
so much i start violently shaking and screaming
night terrors keep sneaking in, i wanna love me but i don’t know where to begin
never felt in love without being kicked in
constantly playing pick up, leaving me thin
i keep looking outward, but it’s within
so hopefully one day i won’t have to pretend
cause i can see love, but i cannot comprehend

confronting my apprehension
when my mind’s always in a declination
it ain’t easy with all this tension
i just wanna feel whole, cause all i do is fall
why i gotta live with this black hole in my soul
like i’m stuck in a loophole
feels like i am losing control
i gotta find the strength to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
constantly stuck on the what if’s
and maybe this
i just want you all to understand this
it ain’t worth all the fits
it ain’t worth all the tears
it ain’t worth sh+t
so put your chin up and keep it movin’
cause you gotta keep groovin’
on this pain of existence
we still provin’ the negativity wrong
you can feel so locked up and gone
but give yourself a little love
and it will fade away the wrong
so say so long
cause we gotta be strong
we all part of this song
of a life that we sing on, after all
we part of the stars
i’ll bestow hope with these bars
i can give a f+ck about the money, the clothes, or the cars
hopefully you learn something from my memoirs
of a kid who never had sh+t
but just wanted to get the world jivin
he kept on survivin’
no matter how much he felt like dyin’
spent nights cryin’
wanted to leave a life that felt like it was conniving’
against him, but he kept on strivin’
and thrivin’, grindin’, and writing
devising’, revising’
with the paper and the pen
these words are motherf+ckin’ primin
confrontin’ my apprehension
when my mind’s always in a declination
it ain’t easy with all this tension
i just wanna feel whole
cause all i do is fall
why i gotta live with this black hole in my soul
like i’m stuck in a loophole
feels like i am losing control
i gotta find the strength to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go
it’s so hard to just let go
just let it go, just let it go

- daox3n lyrics

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