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dat throwdest ghost - decisions lyrics

[verse 1]

raindrops tap
tap, tapping on my window
there’s a storm really brewing in my mental
so i close my eyes, envision clear
all these decisions here
thought i ran from fear
what is this? you know i hear
you still know i see
based every move on an epiphany
sacrificed me as a human being
i was “vulnerable,” could’ve took a knee
started off with “bright lights”
and a lamborgheen
beginning of the end
backpacking through a “big dream”
reflecting yet again
backtracking’s not a thing
look, gave ’em 35 deep
still had more up in the songbook
cooking up a rhyme feast
“i’ve been dead,” that was track five
now it’s 2018, you mean to tell me i’m alive?
“gone so far,” but “tonight i wanna cry”
tryna have “a good time”
’cause this “music is my life”
never had to think twice
threw around a lotta words
to decipher what my sound’s like
felt “a mile away” and they “left me stranded”
i’m good “anywhere,” never ever panicked
it was tragic, but these feet were planted
“tears fell,” they “bled my heart”
got “swept away,” beating “like an 808”
“all i know,” they couldn’t “take me away”
it was a “long way down”
“she was perfect,” “i’d do anything”
to be the “king of the castle”
with my “pot of gold,” way the story’s told
the way this story goes
said, it should’ve been “impossible”
instead it was “incredible”
then i “wake up” one day
just to watch it “fade away”
“encouraged” and “run away”
it was supposed to be “such a lovely day”
thunder in the distance, storm’s growing closer
over and over, probably lost all composure
world got colder and gave me cold shoulder
writing ‘#kickinclouds,’ still hoping i could hold her
told her, when i wanted to just show her
mad at myself, that’s when “signals” came along
every song later on, my mind was more and more gone
gave ’em 22 more that i could never take back
guess i’m a slave to this now
how ironic is that?
yeah…
“forever” lost in time, all came “crashing down”
“told ’em” i was “lost and found”
they left me there to drown
would they even be around
if i wasn’t rapping now?
“broken dreams” came with “broken mirrors”
had to extend that beat
they still didn’t hear us
and “that’s my word,” how could they ever “hate you?”
stayed true to myself, they are so ungrateful
“where did the music go?”
i thought it’d always “be there”
is it “floating” in the “shadows?”
am i unaware?
i’m “just chirren,” whatcha doing over there?
guess i’ll have to go “harder”
i could show you “what it feels like”
then with “topsy turvy”
had to show ya’ll what it is like
i’d be “lost if i lost you”
i could never start to feel right
started breaking apart, started losing my mind
it was going “outta sight”
though, despite that insight
i began to gain hype
although, i don’t believe it really happened like that
had to accept the fact that it did
now that’s what real rap is
every piece of me they had
that’s what led to ‘fragments’
like i said before, that’s how it happened
maintained the p-ssion, contained the savage
“from the jump,” “from the jump”
“any day” could be a cl-ssic
“what u askin’?”
i’m really out here rapping
“for a new day,” these “thoughts were scattered”
recycled some p-ssage
that i thought was way above average
gave ’em more “punchlines”
i mean, really let ’em all have it
though, that was all premature
but i don’t even regret, it was a stepping stone
to gain way more respect
came up with a new concept
then dropped ‘dreamwash’
and that went right over their heads
used emoji references to try and dumb it all down
then set out to “find forever”
yet it’s myself i found
now i’m outside in the rain making even more sound
every decision that was made
led to where i am right now
and that’s wild to think about
acknowledged “growing pains”
and i refused to “go out”
a ‘calamity’ hit that had me hollering and “hollowed” out
i’ll admit i had to pout, but i kept on “lookin’ out”
now i’m ‘#outsidecitylimits’
but i’ve been looking back now for a while
wow…

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