ddtillio - my heart freestyle lyrics
the hardest thing about writing this song is where do i start? / how do i begin to express all these things deep in my heart / coz i feel pressurized from every side i turn to, but patience is a virtue, and it’s necessary for this holy pursuit / i got an army of young soldiers looking up to me, they trusting me, it’s a big responsibility above of me / i go through trials and storms but go on like nothing’s wrong / i can’t let them see me cry, for them i gotta be strong / i just wanna be to them like my friend carlon was to me / understanding the only christ they see is the one in me / i haven’t been the best example, i wish i was better / people are reading my life, my life is a living letter / but the devil he uses people you love, to talk about you behind your back and start spreading rumours / when the very people you led to christ start spreading lies behind your back about you, man that brought tears to my eyes and pain to my heart / you know who you are but you’re forgiven, i still love you guys with all of my heart / but here’s a question for you, what would you do if it was true, if you woke up one day and ddt weren’t in the faith / let’s say i’ve fallen away, gone astray from the faith, would you pray and intercede for me, and if you did what would you say? / coz i remember that time i was crying on the line to my pastor, couldn’t take it no more, it was too much / i just wanted to give up, but i prayed and you heard / through him you sent me a word, you said you picked me up, you saved me / redeemed me, you told me you need me / how could i leave you when you would never leave me / i’m an inspiration to people i don’t even know, if they was to see me give up on you then where would they go? / what would they do, what would i say to them, how would they feel? / man it would shake the faith, some would even doubt if you’re real / that’s why the devil’s throwing arrows at me, tryna take me down … but look i’m still around / i got my knees on the floor crying out to you lord, don’t let me fall, according to your word jude 1:24 / i see christian youths holding hands with their girl, i feel like adam in the garden, god i want one as well / but you and me we made a covenant and i made a vow, i kept it all these years, god forbid that i break it now / i’m a human, i got feelings too and sometimes they’re strong, but i refuse to live by my feelings coz that would be wrong / i’ve been emotionally entangled, i got close to that girl, but i will never let my feelings go and take me to h+ll / no i will never stop eternal life for ten minutes pleasure, ain’t no pleasure that can compare to my eternal treasure / jesus, you’re so amazing, but why did you pick me, why didn’t you save him? / look at my friend god, why didn’t you choose him? / he’s a good person, i’m sure you could use him / me i got no gcse’s, no degrees, i spent my early teens on the streets smoking the trees, ducking police everyday!
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