dead silent - stream of consciousness lyrics
[verse]
paint it black and white, the world can only see in gray
can only see in certain shades, can only blur out half the page
when looking through a filtered lens, the road is narrow, doesn’t bend
doesn’t allow the light to blend into the dark we comprehend
give me some time to spill my thoughts into this pen
but i no longer feel the urge to vent
the message never clicks when i open my mouthpiece
i don’t know how to piece together proper sentences without being a pr-ck
give me some of your mind, let me see it raw
open up, show me the world as you see before it’s gone
your state of mind’s the only thing reality can draw
someone challenge me for once so i don’t need to think i’m wrong
or smoke yourself into a state of feeling gone
there’s no harm in wasting life right? we’re only getting one
whether you believe in something people think is wrong
there’s so much time we have to lose and it controls us all
maybe i just need to sleep, close my eyes and clear my head
soon as my body hits the bed i’ll feel refreshed
tomorrow night i’ll write and throw it out again
i’ll type out everything i want to say but never send
every thought’s a head rush that ran through me
loneliness is planting a seed and slowly blooming
can’t tell if my mind is trapped alone without a roomie
or if the voices in my head are there and always looming
always feel i’m living at the edge of sanity
could never stand the man i see when i look through my vanity
drowning in the ocean of my brainwaves
drifting from the coast, set afloat when i was age eight
check the rain gauge, it’s late may
thoughts spilling out over the gateway, so make way
these revelations have no explanation
i’m just told that miracles happen in strange ways
why do i feel tormented to find the truth?
why am i sore trying to piece together beliefs people -ssume
why do all these people contradict me in the room?
if we’re all meant to live in peace, why give us separate tombs?
if we’re diseased why can’t you make us immune?
if freedom’s what you gave me, why do i feel doomed?
even the smartest of us end of confused
so why provide us with a life that time can only consume?
time is just a word, a working concept in our minds
the false reality that catches up with us but never chimes
our time is limited, but in the back of minds diminishes
and slowly finishes our lives, fighting us to finish right
time ticks, so what is worth the risk?
a thought that p-sses through my mind but never sticks
if stupidity is beautiful then why do i exist?
if ignorance is bliss, knowledge is lost in the mist
why do i work but never get anything done?
every time i ask for guidance, i’m led further in this dump
why do i feel wrong for wanting my life to be fun?
why else would you put me here and keep me numb?
i’m done searching, and waiting for a man
to give me answers to the questions only you can understand
why is pain and suffering all part of your plan?
how can others say they feel your presence, but i can’t?
i guess i’ll wait, but what if by then it’s too late?
tried to walk a mile in your shoes but tripped over the shoelace
cause everybody close to me has already started to lose faith
so if i died and went to h-ll at least i’d have a roommate
life is more than following another rule that you made
i’m growing impatient with the amount of time that you take
i hate my doubt, i never wanted to lose faith
but i’m just reaching out and taking part in the games that you play
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