dead/awake - melancholia lyrics
[intro]
just record me, just keeping recording, we’ll go with it
[chorus]
i just wanna feel again with no rhyme or reason and no question why
stuck in a cycle, bloodletting myself, can’t look my family in the eyes
covering up all my scars and i mask the pain that i feel inside
slowly losing myself and the man that i was to the slow and steady demise
[verse 1]
the sting of the blade slowly reveals my dependence to the steel
emotions are numb, there’s no turning back and i do not know how to heal
i know i need help and that i have a problem but i am in love with the pain
i’m a man who has nothing to lose so i’m drowning in booze and have nothing to gain
[chorus]
i just wanna feel again with no rhyme or reason and no question why
stuck in a cycle, bloodletting myself, can’t look my family in the eyes
i’m covering up all my scars and i mask the pain that i feel inside
slowly losing myself and the man that i was to the slow and steady demise
i just wanna feel again with no rhyme or reason and no question why
stuck in a cycle, bloodletting myself, can’t look my family in the eyes
i’m covering up all my scars and i mask the pain that i feel inside
slowly losing myself and the man that i was to the slow and steady demise
[verse 2]
i give up, i give in
i can’t believe that i let it win
i’m so uncomfortable inside of my skin
so i try to break free again
all feelings are lost
and i want it back no matter the cost
i just wanna feel like i’m the boss
but instead i’m alone
in a h+ll that i can call my own
without another way to go so i make these
[bridge]
self+inflicted incisions
contemplate my decisions
lying to my physicians
hide my dispositions
dissociative cognitions
held back by my conditions
friends with rising suspicions
my one and only omission
go and warn the mortician
i failed looking for answers
[chorus]
i just wanna feel again with no rhyme or reason and no question why
stuck in a cycle, bloodletting myself, can’t look my family in the eyes
i’m covering up all my scars and i mask the pain that i feel inside
slowly losing myself and the man that i was to the slow and steady demise
i just wanna feel again with no rhyme or reason and no question why
stuck in a cycle, bloodletting myself, can’t look my family in the eyes
i’m covering up all my scars and i mask the pain that i feel inside
slowly losing myself and the man that i was to the slow and steady demise, f+ck
[outro]
please k!ll me
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