death plus - things won't always stay the same lyrics

[verse 1]
i wanna die
i wonder why
everything’s a f+cking lie
i wanna be with you, girl
in my mind
is that fine?
everyone
tried to warn me
things won’t always stay the same
when you’re okay, when you’re good
when you’re feeling [?]
i don’t know
i’ll let it go for now

[verse 2]
watch yourself
you’ll get in trouble
with that [?] that’s in your brain
i don’t wanna hurt no one
it’s just something i can’t explain