decline - the financial equivalent of a complete rectal exam lyrics

i fell asleep in the van late last night. i woke up in
vomit and hating my life. there’s nothing better than
this and i know that when it’s all over you’ll never go.
“if they had keyboards and better harmonies, maybe they’d
have some money.” but for now i’m just fine lying here
with my wine. “i hold him close while he cries”.