deekay (rapper) - self harming lyrics
[verse 1: deekay]
they say self harm never hurt less
i got bl++dy palms
im a bl++dy mess
i need you
and i need friends
but i lost it all
am i at an end?
yeah stop it
im hopeless
im dead with eyes wide open
i need to go
but i’m all alone
with a heart that’s black and broken
i love you
do i mean it?
cause how the f+ck can i love you girl
when i can’t even love myself
im fighting demons
like d+mn im barely breathing
and all the times i feel alive
it f+cks my mental health
when i feel the blade all on my skin
and my heart beat isn’t felt
when i fall apart
my thoughts are dark
my life is in despair
i wanna cry like every night
this life just isn’t fair
[verse 2: deekay]
yeah im screaming out
i need help
and i need you more than ever
but you looked at me
and then walked away
and that broke me down forever
so i keep a strap up on my waist
and you would think to shoot
but it’s by my side just for the night
so that my brain dies
and everytime a girl look my way
im feeling so neglected
like is it me or is it her
so sick of this rejection
i feel sometimes im never right
so i move towards the light
and this red strip all up on my skin
it makes me feel alive
like how the f+ck did it get this way
will i ever even feel the same
cause this self harm i feel today
is a numbing never ending pain
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