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dempseyrollboy - sick. lyrics

[chorus]
i’m just getting done waiting for the sickness to take me away
and i’ll fight it, i don’t need no more, when i already got it

[verse 1]
already dead inside i commit suicide
every night when i break a new seal
i run away from myself every chance that i get
cuz it’s easy, it’s too hard to heal
never accepted by anyone ever
but f+ck all them people and f+ck how they feel
exhausted i’m tired, don’t wanna keep going
i flirt with the percocet, xanax and steel

[pre+chorus]
i make thе room spin
by now, i’m used to it’s sickening movemеnt
it’s an illusion
it’s a reminder that my time is looming
hardly a human
i’m just a vessel, the chemicals use me
it’s so confusing
did i choose them? i don’t know, did they choose me?

[chorus]
i’m just getting done waiting for the sickness to take me away
and i’ll fight it, i don’t need no more, when i already got it
[verse 2]
controlled like a voodoo doll, life’s sticking pins in me
cursed, i deserve it, i don’t want your sympathy
no going back, i can’t do no sh+t differently
can’t help but laugh, what the h+ll’s gotten into me?
my imperfections, twisted obsessions
manic depression, thousands of questions
sad adolescence, bad first impressions
big disconnections, valuable lessons
why do i constantly have to start over?
for once in my life, can i finally have closure?
for once in my life, can i keep my composure?
i stay f+cking up and i never stay sober
was i always meant to be just mediocre?
at this rate i’m finished, i’ll never get older
internal fight with myself, i’m bipolar
i walk a fine line between chaos and order

[chorus]
i’m just getting done waiting for the sickness to take me away
and i’ll fight it, i don’t need no more, when i already got it

[verse 3]
i’m throwing up words
cuz i can’t stomach the things that i’m thinking and feeling
don’t wanna reveal all the secrets i’m keeping
but if i don’t do this, my heart won’t start beating
pills put me to sleep but they made me stop dreaming
defeated, i’m weak in a war without reason
i’m blind when i drink, i don’t know what i’m seeing
i’m right on the brink on the edge, i’ve been feening
[pre+chorus]
i make the room spin
by now, i’m used to it’s sickening movement
it’s an illusion
it’s a reminder that my time is looming
hardly a human
i’m just a vessel, the chemicals use me
it’s so confusing
did i choose them? i don’t know, did they choose me?

[chorus]
i’m just getting done waiting for the sickness to take me away
and i’ll fight it, i don’t need no more, when i already got it

[outro]
dempseyrollboy
in a world of my own
yeah

- dempseyrollboy lyrics

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