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denile (jakey chaos) - thoughts (off my chest) lyrics

[verse 1]
i’m always writin’ to find a purpose for whats its worth
i’m strugglin’ tryna find a reason to be on this earth
i wanna change the direction that i’ve been headin’
but it’s hard with all the setbacks from the ways that i’ve been set in
locked inside a small box to keep the lights out
don’t even bother tryna see me cause my times out
i’ll just sit alone it’s what i’ve always known
try as i might i cannot change the way the wind blows
see the way i see the world it’s a lost cause
the planets hostile even if you’ve never crossed laws
i’ve seen the evil that resides within the people
you can see it when you look into their eyes can pierce you like a needle
i’m not tryna say that i’m different or any better dude
i used to find my comfort indulging what many never do
i had to step outside that zone to try to break the mold
and try to leave a piece of myself to let the others know

[hook]
holdin’ my head down watching myself drown
the only way to escape from how i feel now
when the weight is too much i wanna drink it out
just let me go i know i got some sh-t to think about
sinkin’ under like a stone i’m at peace here
all this time to think i swear it’s only been a year
so let me up now not so i can take a breath
i just got some thoughts i think i oughtta get em off my chest

[verse 2]
i’ve got a demeanor that keeps me trapped in a mirror
stuck watchin’ from afar as i see the message is clearer
a fear of something bigger than anything i imagined
it’s enough to keep me out of it far away from the action
i walk a damaged path leading me right to the grave
i’m not the first i always seem to find light in a cave
you’re not alone and if you don’t believe it look at me
23 and still don’t have a clue what life means
maybe all that time we spent in silence is what broke us
but we’ve got hopes and dreams and that’s the point we gotta focus
light at the end of the tunnel but it just seems long
before i know it i’ll find the place where i belong
it’s always dark i try to focus on the positive
and hopefully i can find a person with some thought to give
cause i’ve been searchin’ for somethin’ to help me see
when i’m blinded by the shadows that bring out the inner me

[verse 3 ]
i’ve been told i’m not good enough i should quit now
cause there ain’t room for the both of us up in this town
your bars are wack the beats are sad your whole sound’s weak
you’ll never make it anywhere even the underground scene
but i keep writin’ i’ll find the purpose i know it’s worth it
i pour my heart out on the page not tryna make it perfect
put it together cause the music keeps me sane
and it’s the only true expression that pushes me through the pain

- denile jakey chaos lyrics

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