desolate (ny) - separation anxiety lyrics
[intro]
i’m scared to death without you around
i’m scared your feet won’t ever touch back down [1]
[verse 1]
come down, come down
come down
come down, come down
visions in my sleep
a fragile face, a grave for two
now this room’s a terrible place
terrible place, just refuse
this sp-ce is a terrible place
terrible place, without you
[pre-chorus]
dear god, i never thought i’d
lose this much this time
(this much this time)
it’s a living h-ll tonight
but only in my mind
my god, i can’t justify
these old fears despite
when worlds apart, one lone heart
still beats in unison with mine
[chorus]
i see your ghost
every time my eyes close
(i feel your bones)
will you stay if i never wake?
i’d really like to know
[verse 2]
separate, isolate me
one person’s happiness comes from another’s misfortune [2]
i will drown in myself, if it helps you sleep at night
as the memory of you fades into the light
and i, into the dark [3]
[bridge]
let me die in only your happiest of dreams
[pre-chorus]
dear god, i never thought i’d
lose this much this time
(this much this time)
it’s a living h-ll tonight
for the hundredth f-cking time
my god, i can’t justify
these old fears despite
when worlds apart, one lone heart
still beats in unison with mine
[chorus]
i see your ghost
every time my eyes close
(i feel your bones)
will you stay if i never wake?
i’d really like to know
[bridge]
you were the tourniquet that kept my heart in time
can’t even bear the weight that’s mine [4]
now i’d just rather not be alive
[bridge]
striped fingers crossed
a girl forever lost [5]
why do i get like this?
i am a self-inflicting, life-crippling, natural disaster
i’ll find peace when i’m held only by the rafters
pathetic [6]
vapid dreams, come calm every frayed nerve
soothe my broken heart to sleep
despite the pain i deserve
[outro]
“i need to learn to deal with people better. but to do that, i need power. if you want to know where the real h-ll is hiding…it’s inside your head.”
footnotes
[1] to foreshadow: be a warning or indication of a future event
[2] chapter 28, page 1, god
[3] chapter 26, page 11
[4] chapter 28, page 1, god
[5] chapter 27, page 1
[6} end of evangelion, asuka
all chapter references are from “goodnight punpun” (or “おやすみプンプン”) by inio asano
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