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dillow primetime - i.d.s.g. lyrics

(verse 1)
and there i was, knife in my hand/
sit in my room, think if i can/
take my d+mn life/
in a rapid blink of an eye/
but i couldn’t, wasn’t ready/
i know my mind is unsteady/
but i wasn’t gon be letting/
life go to waste even though my burdens heavy/
i shed some tears n0body sees/
blurring vision like dirty screens/
i wasn’t new to hurting me/
but would i finish the job, nah, so i put my head down and scream/
most people think okay i seem/
but they don’t know bout things i’ve seen/
things that i’ve done/
things that happened that make me wanna grab a gun/
blow my brains out/
i cry but no one hears the sound/
i think back to the day i almost did it/
face purple, choking myself, losing my spirit/
i really don’t know how i stopped/
right before my body would drop/
actually i really do know why i did stop/
cuz i saw the man way up top/
(hook)
would you believe me if i told you that i told you that/
i done seen god?/
when he stopped my suicide/
when he spared my life/
would you believe me if i told you that i told you that/
i done seen god?/
when he stretched his hands/
gave me a new chance/
never been a very spiritual man/
but he gave me a longer life span/
i tell you at that moment i knew/
i done seen god/
i done seen god/
i done seen god/
i done seen god/

(verse 2)
witnessed my first murder at 12/
on the fax, you know that sh+t h+ll/
we’s in traffic, a car pass by/
stops right next to this one old guy/
little did he know, on the side/
would be the ones that would end up taking his life/
blood splatters, i see it with my innocent eyes/
and this is something i can’t lie/
know this because that was the time/
i done lost my innocence in twenty+one+five/
i guess if anything i should be thankful for being alive/
that at least i’m still here for one more f+ckin night/
blessings keep falling on my lap/
when i know i don’t deserve that/
all the homies that came and left/
all i can say is i’ve been blessed/
don’t know why he chooses me though/
always them and not me the one that has to go/
many bullets shot but missed me/
it was him who curved them so they didn’t hit me/
i spend my days feeling guilty/
lord forgive me but i feel like my life filthy/
i question what my life is worth/
guess i have a purpose cuz you keep me away from getting hurt/
can’t find it doe/
i know/
i sound pessimistic like edgar allan poe/
thing is i don’t know any mo/
or any less/
always smile but i live life stressed/
the homies say to smoke some sess/
moms says trust god cuz he knows best/
even though i feel life is long/
i can’t end it cuz it seems wrong/
(hook)
would you believe me if i told you that i told you that/
i done seen god?/
when he stopped my suicide/
when he spared my life/
would you believe me if i told you that i told you that/
i done seen god?/
when he stretched his hands/
gave me a new chance/
never been a very spiritual man/
but he gave me a longer life span/
i tell you at that moment i knew/
i done seen god/
i done seen god/
i done seen god/
i done seen god/

(bridge)
maybe i’ll live a lil longer/
what don’t k!ll me makes me stronger/
so i sit down and i ponder/
wonder/
what might be next/
survival of the fittest, i’m deep to the neck/
sometimes i feel like a loser/
so i spend most my days in my mental cruiser/
i was drowning, but he got me/
and he stopped me/
told me i had a life to live/
so now i spit/
not to thank him/
but to tell you bout things i’ve seen/
he said i was dying of thirst/
i feel blessed that he saw me first/
life is not cursed/
i heard/
a noise/
more like a voice/
a boy/
no toys/
telling me to wake the f+ck up/
get up/
you can’t stay down cuz you stronger/
you need to know you no monster/
and so i put/
my foot/
and stood/
up/
and at that moment i knew i done seen god…/

- dillow primetime lyrics

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