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dilz - cocoon lyrics

(verse 1)
we arrive at the shop late night groceries, stuck in between hope not and hopefully, searching up and down until we found the aisle, hearts a thousand miles, it’s all i think about while, emotions overcome me, i’ve forgotten how to smile, we’re sitting at the check out, mind went and checked out, it’s time for the case closed we about to race home, any sec now, back to the car sit down heart pounds grab for the seat belt, girl by my side can imagine how we felt, waiting for a week now feeling so weak now, times moving slow i’m waiting so patient, blank stare on my face in a different location, can’t stop thinking i’m looking so vacant, what’s the result that gets a standing ovation? door opens wide here’s the moment of truth, then she walks out all quite and she’s holding the proof, she shows me the stick red line then a faint one, i ask her what that means i’ve never had to take one, she answers “one line means their ain’t one, as you see there’s two that means that we made one”, heart sinks then it caves, thinking this is crazy there’s baby i’ma raise, thinking bout my lady, tears are raining down her face, she’s feeling what i’m feeling this is sealing in our fate, then i tell her it’s okay, that this baby it is great, we are better than we’ve ever been so it’s not a mistake, in a job that we both love, and we’ve both really grown up, we’ve been through the worse now it’s time to be robust, and i’ve never been spiritual, but this really is a miracle, seeing kids in our future that was stuck on invisible, my girl in the past had an eating disorder, which could’ve blown our chance of conceiving a daughter, or conceiving a son, and sh-t like that isn’t easy for some, pushed her to the edge with a reason to jump, when she got like that it’s like a demon would come, so many times she questioned her purpose, listened to her say life will never be perfect, did it to herself she said she deserved it, all this pain that she felt she reckoned she earned it, that’s hard to watch your loved one go through, focused on the bad like good had no room, scared to be a dad but i can’t let it show through, nah i can’t let it show through, now sitting here with mixed emotions, i ensure that her hands in my grip and close it, next i let her know that we’re in this together, and whatever happens next we’re in this forever

(verse 2)
it’s no surprise your all that plays in yours mother’s mind, living in her tummy did you play with the b-tterflies? i know that she had them they would basically flutter by, looking in my eyes i disguise that i’ve taken another’s life, i’m heart broken, kept it to myself a heart that can’t open, i remember every second time froze in the moment, i never got to meet you i never got to hold you, i love you with all of my heart and that is the whole truth, nothing in this world’s made me cry more than you have, i wonder how it would have been living life as a new dad, looking in your eyes would i see myself in you, i think of your first breath how your little mouth would move, i can picture your smile i can picture your outfit too, your mum thinks i have no style so she’d pick it out for you, these emotions that i’ve held in, i don’t know how to house them, when it gets to much i’ve been throwing the towel in, don’t believe in god but i feel the need to tell him, i wanna meet my kid as i’ve been in h-ll since, our lives shattered like gl-ss, it all happened so fast, your mother and i have you attached to our hearts, father’s day that was the hardest day, my heart is frayed but i’m half to blame, life had me beat i was claiming -ssault, a bodies but a vessel containing a soul, that’s something we were told it helps me through the pain, so this isn’t goodbye it’s til we see you again

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