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dmc carat - november 3rd lyrics

[andyr]
[intro]
when my momma left me that day
the feeling was like no other
i could feel the hurt coming my way
i felt it in my stomach
i frantically called my aunt
i told her what had happened
tears rolling down my face
she told me not to panic
[verse 1]
november 3rd was when i saw my mom at her lowest
i was scared to the point where i couldn’t focus
i tried to wake her up
but her eyes they wouldn’t open
she was having seizures
that was the first day of her journey
after she got to the er
she woke up and she told me
she was sorry for what had happened
and that she loved me
i told her that i loved her too
and “you’re okay”
“you are in the hospital now and you’re safe”
i went to go get my aunt and tell her
“mom’s okay”
we walked back into her room
an’ mom wasn’t awake
that was one of the hardest things i ever had to see
my mom in the hospital
i prayed it was a dream
deep down i knew that it wasn’t
my heart was weak
i couldn’t help but crying every time that i blinked
i will never forget the pain that i felt on that day
lord please forgive me for the sins i’ve made on the way
[verse 2]
tryna stay happy but depression’s in my brain
i can’t never change my ways
i am stuck like that today
sum’ in my brain was tellin’ me mom’s not okay
had to call the hospital an’ see if she was straight
they told me that she had to go to surgery
it’s today
anxiety took over that’s when i started to shake
i was way too nervous
that’s why i’m stepping away
had to take a moment
just so god could clear my brain
breathing way too heavy
i was startin’ to hyperventilate
didn’t know if my mom was gonna make it so i hid my pain
only told a couple people of why i wasn’t feelin’ straight
i was losin’ hope
that’s why i’m thankful for another day
she’s been in the hospital for months
so i gotta wait
never experienced anything like this
so i found my way
i was way too close to suicide
i couldn’t find the light
asked god to save me
thinkin’ ’bout takin’ my own life

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