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donquixote - mother earth lyrics

[chorus]
all alone as the cannabis burns
thinking about you, tryna be a man that’s mature
not play the blame game but examine this hurt
soaring so high just to slam into earth
all alone as the cannabis burns
thinking about you, tryna be a man that’s mature
not play the blame game but examine this hurt
soaring so high just to slam into earth

[verse 1]
now that it’s over i finally understand you
i was a rebound to find your peace from a vandal
a physical outlet for emotions unresolved
a vain attempt to quiet an ocean spun to froth
and i was ego blinded to what was clearly apparent
standing on the other side is dreary and barren
i know male isolation is misogyny bound
so i counteracted that with some philosophy found
because i won’t be a trigger for these cycles of pain
shoulder boulders you should’ve holstered, take some time and refrain
be honest with myself, i’m still in need of some healing
i get so f+cking high ‘cause i want freedom from feeling
you were my only friend, that left you panged with regrets
and i don’t want to be a link in this chain of events
resisting the mold takes real strength to prevent
so like a wandering nomad i’m taking these steps
[chorus]
all alone as the cannabis burns
thinking about you, tryna be a man that’s mature
not play the blame game but examine this hurt
soaring so high just to slam into earth
all alone as the cannabis burns
thinking about you, tryna be a man that’s mature
not play the blame game but examine this hurt
soaring so high just to slam into earth

[verse 2]
conversations with the mirror and he don’t hear what i say
confiscating all my years with all these spears that i take
but i’m holding onto hope like it’s all that i’ve got
though i’m broken as the bones when they fall from the top
i apologize i vanished, i had an attack of conscience
i’m still occupied with damage that latched in a lapse of promise
and i don’t want to waste your time the way mine was wasted
and i don’t want to feign a smiling face while i’m breaking
because that’s exactly the person i fell in love with
and now i’m unhappy and hurting, the spell corrupting
spent longer recovering than in relationships
haunted by lovers’ sting, d+mned what to make of it
maybe i’ll find the meaning at the end of the maze
or maybe i’ll never exit with my senses in place
growing evermore apprehensive with defenses erased
but i refuse to stain my views regarding women with hate
[chorus]
all alone as the cannabis burns
thinking about you, tryna be a man that’s mature
not play the blame game but examine this hurt
soaring so high just to slam into earth
all alone as the cannabis burns
thinking about you, tryna be a man that’s mature
not play the blame game but examine this hurt
soaring so high just to slam into earth

[verse 3]
one small step over pitfalls of normalization
instead of lending my applause to storms that we’re facing
i won’t be a contributing cause of scorn to relations
and i don’t wanna see my heart deformed from the breakage
tryna untangle the knot that’s become a cocoon
rather than let it change me to a sunken buffoon
and here i am writing songs like i was something to you
at rock bottom in my confidence with nothing assumed
wish i wasn’t susceptible to love that i want to share
hallucinating happiness, something that wasn’t there
in denial to acceptance of the end that you wanted
after all that f+cking effort i invested, you flushed it
but i guess that’s the reality check that i needed
all you wanted was distance and s+x on the weekend
and i guess i can’t do that without getting attached
then withdrawing from the world and regretting the fact
[chorus]
all alone as the cannabis burns
thinking about you, tryna be a man that’s mature
not play the blame game but examine this hurt
soaring so high just to slam into earth
all alone as the cannabis burns
thinking about you, tryna be a man that’s mature
not play the blame game but examine this hurt
soaring so high just to slam into earth

- donquixote lyrics

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