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doodseskader - still haven't killed myself lyrics

open my casket and crawl out of my grave
godly ambitions as i put on my chains
mirror splits my face into a thousand fragments
forgot what i even looked like
guess i finally got demented
days i wish i could forget everything i’ve ever seen
days i miss the bottle because that was really me
smoke my brain to a pulp
so i could cope with the pain
med habit runs in the family so i ain’t even ashamed
spent my days climbing
until i almost fell
lessons i learned
and now i only trust myself
drop after drop i kept giving and giving
thought as long as i had songs to sing i could just keep on living

it’s been two years and i still havеn’t seen anyone
four more months and i bet thе f+cking flock will come
and give me the same speech that they always do
about “day one friends” and how “we is crew”
but now i lost myself and you no longer know me
i cut my arm to shreds to make sure i’m not a phoney
bars upon bars ain’t a prison that can hold me
watch me peel back the skin and collect all of these trophies

now i’mma do as i see fit
cut out the cancer so i can f+cking live
thought it was always us and you was part of the clique
fool i ain’t never seen your face and you ain’t never done sh+t
ask me how i live, beg me to forget
said you was never f+cking there and we don’t do alternative facts

devil give me strength so i can live with what they do to me
they claiming we is friends but i know all these suckers using me
consider me a step up towards burning the f+cking ladder
this is life or death and bet i chose the f+cking latter
noose around my neck
ask me how i live
talk about good intentions but all these f+cks i couldn’t give
said all you want is peace, but how can we let this rest
when i haven’t slept in years and she’s still sitting on my chest
little b+tch

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