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dot cromwell - sunset in new york lyrics

[verse 1]

i feel i disappointed you i really let you down/
how could i say i’m sorry i’m so far away now/
and how could you forgive me when your clearly upset/
i just wanna forget i said f-ck it i up and left/
i’m holding back tears and fears with quick blinks/
i’m hurt and its my fault i don’t know what else to think/
i kind of hate myself now though i act friendly/
bottle after bottle hope i drown in this remy/
i pray late at night but n0body talks back/
and the way i’m seeing life i would have never thought that/
i wanted to be a man but n0body ever showed me/
middle of the crowd yet and still i feel lonely/
they talk about themselves we don’t talk about me/
still you calling them my friends i don’t think they know me/
i aimed for perfection but regretting the results/
i can’t even make mistakes they won’t let me be myself/
they got me on a pedestal could never have a flaw/
anything shy of excellence and everyone’s appalled/
everyones p-ssed its not what they expect/
i sacrifice anything to harbor my respect/
my shoes too big i made them keep growing/
im 5 foot 9 my ego like a bowing/
when it rains it pours in my world it keeps snowing/
they asking for the directions i can’t tell them where i’m going/
i couldn’t stop smoking now i can’t stop drinking/
thought i quit last week but got drunk that weekend/
i turned 23, lost my girl that evening/
time heals all i don’t care that we ain’t speaking/
i cared about the trust, i cared about the friendship/
now its all gone now, where can i begin this/
guess i gotta end this i just need somewhere i can talk/
as i watch the sunset in new york/

[hook]

in new york, new york/
as i watch the sunset in new york/
i’m sorry i’m just venting need somewhere i can talk/
as i watch the sunset in new york/

[verse 2]

i hope you can forgive me for all that i did/
life without walls that’s how i thought we should live/
sitting i this cadillac while i flash back/
like the canon 5d when i rap tracks/
was counting cash stacks smoking in a dark cellar/
i pray i never go back like your cinderella/
my business partners think i left them like the godfather/
ac meeting who gon’ be joey za za/
told my girl i gotta go i need the cake/
if you can’t wait i guess you skate/
but it’s like the corleone told his daughter hugging on her face/
i would burn in h-ll just to keep you safe/
i would drown in fire lakes so you could swim in the clouds/
isolated in the flames so you could be in the crowd/
maybe i’m bugging, maybe i’m just thinking out loud/
none of that matters i lost her i was way too proud/
i had a fall out with my sister she ain’t argue with me/
i got drunk started snapping how she smarter than me/
she overheard it, felt deserted/
her feelings i swore i would never hurt it/
the man in me still needs to be nurtured/
too many things i did even though i thought was wrong/
too many moves i went ahead and gave the order on/
i see success but i’m never impressed/
i f-ck around and die stressed from the greed i possess/
like bud told gecko on the jack from the cut/
how much money till you up?/
how much yachts is enough?/
the answer is defined by whoever’s inclined to find/
aviators & bombers whatever shines/
everybody’s smiling everybody wants to hug me/
but when the shine’s gone will the same people love me/
sorry i’m just venting need somewhere i could talk/
as i watch the sunset in new york/

[hook]

in new york, new york/
as i watch the sunset in new york/
i’m sorry i’m just venting need somewhere i can talk/
as i watch the sunset in new york/

[verse 3]

if you could see it from here/
its never been this clear/
i wish i could take it back and retract all of your tears/
yea/
elevator to the penthouse/
pockets on “f”, i still recall pulling let out/
i think i missed that bus/
i need my wrist like the queens suicidal daughter princess cuts/
uhh/
so every-time i ride through i’m presentable/
for every girl i ever had i’m unforgettable/
unforgettable they probably feeling miserable/
life is unpredictable welcome to the pinnacle/
the top, the summit, you want it!/
ayo we did it, we had it, we run it!/
it was there, it was yours, but you fronted!/
look, matter-fact f-ck it/
i feel better counting hundreds…/
i feel better all alone in my throne/
sipping remy from my crown, typing lines into my phone/
isolated in my zone been jaded for so long/
started creating poems my pop was a rolling stone/
medicated my pain, resurrected the flame/
looking to find an exit i ended up in the game/
some of my homey’s slain, examples of chasing fame/
the last son, that was the end of his family name/
seen my homey in prison his eyes reveal the pain/
look at what we became it’s never gon’ be the same/
supposed to see my cousin she planned it for thanksgiving/
they found her dead in her bed a weekend before the visit/
her and my aunt was beefing this sh-t is just out of order/
she rushed them to close the case and ain’t even bury her daughter/
they ain’t find a clue, no trace, no nothing?/
that type of sh-t make me think my aunt k!lled my cousin!/
sorry i’m just venting need somewhere i can talk/
as i watch the sunset in new york/

[hook]

in new york, new york/
as i watch the sunset in new york/
i’m sorry i’m just venting need somewhere i can talk/
as i watch the sunset in new york/

- dot cromwell lyrics

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