dougie jay - different lyrics
[verse 1]
felt real when you looked in my eyes
felt real when our hands intertwined
got accustomed to the idea of you waking up by my side
i have to let that fantasy die
i took it to heart
never took you for granted
i donʼt how i manage
not to turn into a savage & show no feelings at all
so round of applause
my feelings involved
i know you donʼt mean no harm but itʼs too late cuz iʼm scarred
oooo
felt the b-tterflies
felt the heartbeats
throat shaky i canʼt even swallow spit
tryna gather confidence
to communicate to you but
rejection got my mind clogged up
confrontation got my mind f-cked up
now my energy is off i apologize the vibe f-cked up
you looking at me different
[verse 2]
i start to think
and then i sink
into my mind
an explanation hard to find
introverted
i still manage to make her smile
drive her hormones wild
what am i doing wrong?
contemplating on the next thought to come out my mouth?
give you everything i got so you know what iʼm bout
i thought actions proved words wrong
listening to slow songs looking at you different
uhh..
do you appreciate me or the things that i do?
i give until i canʼt cuz iʼm f-cking w you
i got these feelings for you that i know you ignore
you focused on other things that donʼt include me
you say iʼm just a friend, that sh-t cut me deep
i canʼt even eat, countless nights losing sleep
toss and turn thru the night
emotions got the best of me again
while you getting high with your other friends
wonder if
they gone do the things that iʼm doing
i feel stupid
every transaction
every transfer
every penny that i spent on you i know i won’t see again
looking at this differently
felt real when you looked in my eyes
felt real when our hands intertwined
got accustomed to the idea of you waking up by my side
i have to let that fantasy die
felt the b-tterflies
felt the heartbeats
throat shaky i canʼt even swallow spit
tryna gather confidence
to communicate to you but
rejection got my mind clogged up
confrontation got my mind f-cked up
now my energy is off i apologize the vibe f-cked up
you looking at me different
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