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douglas c begay - exhausted lyrics

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i want you to get the f-ck away from me
i don’t want to see your f-cking sh-t around me ever again
you can’t even move out of your f-cking mom’s house you piece of sh-t
like go to school or get a real job or something
like go to school or get a real job or something
like, for f-cks sake

douglas/intro:
can we just do that? can we just talk like we’re normal?
alright, so sad i could cry on the track
man i feel worthless
said i feel worthless
what’s the point of even living
when it never feels worth it
i got hate in my soul
and it builds on the surface
i never been determined
my whole life hurts
when a cold nights certain
and i really need a friend
but you know i ain’t deserving
somebody give me reason just to live
say that you forgive me
but you know you never did
and i don’t even blame you
i ain’t even fazed at the fact that you hate me
i feel the same
understand that it’s nature
and you sadly mistaken
no i’m never changing i’m bad at behaving
cigarette smoke, fl1ck ash on the pavement
and it’s often the case when you flawed and alone
that you caught in a daze at the cost of exposing
that you faithless and broken
i don’t have it in me and i can’t keep composure
i should accept that i’m whack and it’s over
i just want to leave and just go on my own terms
toss in the towel ’cause i’m far from a soldier
fear for this life when i’m constantly loathing
conflict exposing an oddly amount
of decline in emotions
inclined to deceit you i’ll lie with a smile
immune to the flames imma dive into h-ll
pour another drink let it violate my health
i don’t want the world i want nine-figure wealth
i could use some l-st and some love that’ll fail
feelings get exchanged and we lie to ourselves
if i ever really mattered only times going to tell
mind like a prison i’m confined in a cell
we could speak on fatigue i be tired of myself
tired of the fact i don’t ever seek help
if only y’all knew what i do to myself
give a f-ck about the praise
need a stool and a belt
been a fool for this love
i don’t have a clue
i don’t give a sh-t, never cared what i’m doing
swear it ain’t fair but i cherish every moment that i ever lived through
that includes the women and the devilish few
with the negligent views
and even all the ones that i been a benefit to
i could be your secret
tell you everything that you ever want to hear
let it be me let our demons exchange
only for a minute ’cause i’ll leave you again
and again and again ’til either one breaks
and the other gon’ leave and question their fate

y’all should know that it’s often, that i feel so exhausted
wish i could explain it, couldn’t even do it
that’s just me i’m being honest
and i’m feeling like a convict
tell them why that drinking been the option
i’m only speeding up the process
and if death is like a ransom, understand that my liver been a hostage
and don’t tell me go to therapy, ’cause they suck at diagnostics
yeah, yeah
acc-mulate fatigue, got me feeling like a zombie
i wish i wouldn’t leave but it says more about me
maybe in advance i could tell you what your worth is
and your purpose
shawty got a face that makes a man feeling nervous
but i feel like i known you forever
you got some demons and i got like several
nearly i bit off your lip; it was stupid i should’ve been gentle
that’s all that i’ll mention, lately i feel like i’m nothing
i sit in my room and i feel so regretful
this ego my stomach, i sh-t what i feed it
i know that’s been said but i couldn’t be better
been on the edge i’m defensive, been on the fence when it comes to expressing
moment of silence for negative moments, i couldn’t prevent them
my partners at conflict, i’m sick of the tension, now let me just preface
i wasn’t deceptive, that’s far from my nature
but that gives no reason for me to be angry
or jealous responding so vaguely
ah what the f-ck am i saying?

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oh and by the way, way to f-cking project everything on me you f-cking d-ck
like, “ohhh i take you for granted and sh-t” yeah, thats all you

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you’re a c-nt

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