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[chorus]

at your best, you were one of the smartest
at your worst you would self-harm regardless
at your best, you we loving and helpful to all
at your worst, you were in trouble and made it worse for us all
at your best, you were one of the smartest
at your worst you would self-harm regardless
at your best, you we loving and helpful to us all
at your worst, you were in trouble and made it worse for us all

[verse 1]

i remember when i met you i thought you were hilarious
i underestimated your worth and your intelligence
couple years down the line chance brought us together
again, but we got up to no good, lacking in common sense
by then you were famous for blowing up the toilets
expelled from high school and propelled into a legendry status
you always did you, a pro-gamer. everybody else was a noob
saying f— you haters

[chorus]

at your best, you were one of the smartest
at your worst you would self harm regardless
at your best, you we loving and helpful to all
at your worst, you were in trouble and made it worse for us all

[verse 2]

a hustler, street entrepreneur careerist
a chemical and bio-mathematical g*nius
an artist, a philosophical theorist
but mostly you were our homie we respected your realness
every now and then i think of something to show you
to laugh at, or something i would ask
like, “do you like when i rap that?”
and then it hits me, i remember that you’re buried and gone
nightmarish confusion, i wish i was wrong
you were a being of infinite potential
i’m clinging on to whatever’s left of you
i don’t resent you, i represent you
there’s a cognitive dissonance of your absence
i suppose this is death and denial of what has happened
like what the f—!
i mean seriously, what the f—, i keep asking…
what the f— happened?

[chorus]

don’t you know that at your best, you were one of the smartest
and at your worst you would self harm regardless
at your best, you we loving and helpful to all
at your worst, you were in trouble and made it worse for us all

[verse 3]

how can i face your parents your sister
your baby nephew your little brother
a handful of real friends and hundreds of others
i walked out of your house carrying a hard drive
of your music my eyes dried my heart cries:
“how can i do this!”
i’m filled with regret and so much guilt
sometimes i wonder if it’s cos of me you were ––––
i know it wasn’t, i know i was a real friend
but i had such a hard time supporting you twards the end
i couldn’t see you in the state you would put yourself in
i preferred ignoring your calls, my god i feel selfish
and not making it to your funeral was a continuation
i’m honored i made it to the second congregation
paid my respects to your grave, this song is a conversation
the things i never said to the friend that i couldn’t save
this song is a conversation
the things i never said to the friend that i …

[chorus]

at your best, you were one of the smartest
at your worst you would self harm regardless
at your best, you we loving and helpful to all
at your worst, you were in trouble and made it worse for us all

[verse 4]

you were a drug addict
but like many drug addicts you were really a love addict
the ravages of love sent you to drugs
the ravages of drugs made you abandon the love
once you finally had it
sometimes you’d get paranoid that my bars were about you
now i’m finally rapping about you and it’s into the void
another film you told me to watch and i had avoided
when i finally watched it i saw how you had been destroyed

[outro]

one song will never be enough
rest in peace

none of y’all really knew my friend pmniko
most of y’all just met him at the end, like rza in repo

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