dr slay - waves lyrics
verse:
one minute i’m high
then the other real low
some days i miss you
and the others i don’t
feeling bipolar i don’t know how to cope
n+ggas out here selling dreams with a bottle of hope
i’ll put it on layaway
and pull it out on the rainy days
couple hits of that reefa
seem to help take the pain away
or more like numb it
cause when it wares off i plummet
back into a place of despair
and to where no sun is
but i like the dark
it cloaks me and my insecurities
so i don’t get picked apart
self awareness is a fleeting art
my ability to judge my self
is off the charts
to list all my demons
i don’t know where to start
call em out by name
no mega phone cause of shame
whispering my dirty secrets
like they can’t see the stain
they won’t wash out
i try to bleach the pain
the mistakes remain
but whose to blame?
pre+chorus:
lost in a sea of emotions
ride the wave
knocked on my back now i’m floatin
ride the wave
chorus:
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave
verse:
this ain’t depression
i left that in adolescence
this shouldn’t be a question
now i’m 2nd guessing
i cook, i clean
i can do so many things
maybe it’s not what it seems
just need to boost my esteem
nah n+gga you just functioning
telling yourself lies
that you find comforting
hiding in accomplishments
maybe i should get some help
but there a stigma on mental health
i’ll just talk to god and fix myself
conversations i have with myself
does that make me crazy too?
throw in schitzo while we’re at
now i’m being dramatic
causing myself to panic
a flare in my anxiety
that couples my manic
i’ll replay every scene
deal with it in my dreams
under water i’ll scream
under water i’ll scream
i’ll replay every scene
deal with it in my dreams
under water i’ll scream
under water i’ll scream
pre+chorus:
lost in a sea of emotions
ride the wave
knocked on my back now i’m floatin
ride the wave
chorus:
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave (ride the wave)
ride the wave
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