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drew d - close-minded (stan remix) lyrics

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my heart is broken, i’m feelin’ open, and thoughts are flowin’ through my brain
i’m feelin’ pain, i’m feelin’ like i can’t keep goin’
my legs won’t move and my feet are slowin’, i’m overdosin’ on pure emotion
i’m coastin’ downhill, i feel like explodin’
i’m knowin’ that things were fine until they took a turn
how many times do i have to sit and cry until i fin’ly learn?
she’ll never say i love you back and words may hurt
but sometimes when you feel things deep inside, the silence can be worse, but i will return
if at first you don’t success, you know how the saying goes
well that’s somethin’ i won’t believe, i’ve tried again, and i’ll have you know
i don’t agree, it doesn’t work the second time, and i’m rappin’ so
i can put my thoughts on paper ‘cause i’ve had it, i’m in my attackin’ zone
i’m mad at the fact this girl won’t like me back
i have been waitin’ so patiently, and i can’t stand it
i have to confess in this rap that my brain has been elsewhere, my mind’s been off-track
it’s been so long, i still haven’t made any moves yet
i’m too scared that my love will get lost and i’ll lose it
and i can’t imagine a world without her included
but at the end of the day, there’s really nothin’ but truth left
the truth is i’m afraid, i would hate to die
before i ever said my peace and that thought makes me cry
inside i feel conflicted, i put on a straight face and lie
because i can’t express the things trapped inside my closed mind
it’s all darkness, my thoughts are harnessed, my heart is starvin’
i work my hardest, but it seems to me, i’m still the farthest
away from her, i’m heartless
i’m colder than the arctic, but i will try regardless ’til i’m a livin’ carc-ss
i will try until there’s nothin’ left inside of me
i’m just happy for all of the things she has provided me
i’ve changed since i met her, she invited me
to a different world, she guided me
and gave me a new outlook on society
maybe things aren’t as bad as i thought before
when i’m around her, i’m happy, and i long for more
i don’t have to second guess, d-mn, i know for sure
that she’s the one that i’ve been dreaming of and lookin’ for
i’m tryna get her outta my mind, but it’s not workin’
in the meantime, she’ll have to go on the back burner
i’ve got priorities but the pain won’t stop hurtin’
i’m learnin’ to cope with my struggles and conquer them
i have to live and learn from my mistakes, give more than i take
take opportunities ‘fore i’m too late, i may
get down and out, but i will find my way
i’m sayin’ that my mind needs to be in a different state
my thoughts are spontaneous like aliens invading us
they came to my mind like instantaneous, my cranium is craziness
i’m as strong as t-tanium, thoughts miscellaneous
but i just hate when people step inside my radius
leave me alone, give me some sp-ce
don’t hit up my phone, my mind’s in another place, i just can’t think straight
sometimes i write these raps ‘bout what i want to be doin’
and i lose sight of the small goals that i am really pursuin’
i feel i’m winnin’, i’m losin’
‘cause no matter what i do, i feel my future is ruined, that’s true, and
i find one thing that brings me joy, i set my mind to it
and most of you people can’t relate to what i’m doin’
i’m on a different level, so don’t say that you know me through it
through all the things that have taken control of me
that made me change my lifestyle and the way i think
d-mn, y’all can’t do it the way that i do it
now rap is what i spend my time doin’, i’m always lookin’ to fine-tune it
to perfect my craft, and y’all just laugh because i chose a different path
i’m on my way to greatness, i put haters in the past
i’m risin’ fast, but i don’t do it for the cash
i’m just tryna make a livin’ doin’ what i love, rap is my p-ssion
now i’m takin’ action
it might sound stupid, don’t think i don’t see you laughin’
swing first, i’m reactin’, it is like relapsin’
every single time i write a rhyme, i feel i’m everlastin’
i owe it all to god, i would not be here without him
there is somethin’ wrong with you if you think that you doubt him
don’t hate on the lord when you know nothing about him
your heart is closed off, you’re trying not to allow him
to be a part of your life, it is like a war, i’m
trying to get more people to believe in him, you’re fine
if you praise him for all of the things you have
believe me, i know that he will bring more light, more time
i wish i had more time on earth so i, could change more people’s lives
i’m tryin’ so hard, i don’t know what i’m doin’ though
i have got a dream, and i’m tryna see it through though
everyday there’s new highs, everyday there’s new lows
sometimes, i just wonder where i’ll end up, who knows
i’m puttin’ all my effort into this and things get missed and i could create a list
of all of the things people want me to do, and i’m p-ssed
i’m stickin’ up the finger in the middle of my fist
listen, i’ve said it a million times, i’ve got a dream
i’m tryna stay on my grind, and you know that i mean what i say, and say what i mean
i don’t mess around when it comes to these things
my main goal is to be inspiring, but i’m finding it hard to spread my wings
people have these expectations, i lose their words in translation
i’m just tryna make a living, but i don’t need a vacation
i don’t even need to take a break, but sometimes things get in the way
i hate authority that tries to tell me what i cannot say
i can’t wait ’til i move out, and i hope this will work out
there are very few things that i cannot live without
i thought i had it all planned out
dream job, dream wife, dream house, dream life
it is still in my mind, even if it’s out of sight
i’m dreamin’ about doin’ somethin’ that i like
somethin’ i have a p-ssion for, and somethin’ that is right
i have found, now that i look back
rap, has changed me, and that’s a fact
i act fast every time i think of a bar
i scribble and scratch it down on the pad
i’m glad for the things that i have
maybe this won’t turn out so bad
but this world just makes me mad
i just don’t wanna reminisce and look back
and think about the things that i could’ve had
when i find somethin’ i love, i focus and devote my whole heart and soul to it, i go to it
i try to grow close to it, and get close as i can before i’m blown to bits
by the fact things won’t work out, i’m hurt now
i don’t know how to love, i’m tryna learn how
people tellin’ me it’ll turn out, and i don’t even know if i’ll make it across the line before i burn out
got these thoughts on my mind all the time, it’s a grind
just to get through the day without cryin’ inside
‘cause there’s things that i want but can’t get
i’ll admit, that i lie to myself, but i know i can’t quit
i will wait as long as it takes
i keep it a one hundred, why would this be fake
i’ve got a name that i would like to make
and i’ll do it all, or all that it takes
it might be a problem, the problem’s all mine
sometimes i think too much and step out of line
there’s only a few things that take up my time
but that is the life i live with a closed mind, no lie

- drew d lyrics

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