
drikno$ - even if i begged lyrics
[chorus 1]
real eyes, realize how f+cking alone i am
don’t feel the spark inside of me anymore
and i’m tired of making everyone else happy besides myself
i wanna be selfish, but that’s not who i am
but the f+cking gun to my head is tempting
my temper is shattering like the window that i just jumped out of
i feel like i shouldn’t end it all but i’m better off dead
i mean, there’s no one here to save me, to rescue me if i beg
and mama i’m f+cking sorry
you’re the reason i’m still living but if i say the pain wasn’t hurting then i’m fibbing
i hope i can be forgiven, for all the time that i sin
[chorus 2]
realize how f+cking alone i am
don’t feel the spark inside of me anymore
and i’m tired of making everyone else happy besides myself
i wanna be selfish, but that’s not who i am
the f+cking gun to my head is tempting
my temper is shattering like the window that i just f+cking jumped out of
i feel like i shouldn’t end it all but i’m better off dead
i mean, there’s no one here to save me even if i f+cking begged
and mama i’m f+cking sorry
you’re a reason i’m still living but if i say the pain wasn’t hurting then i’m fibbing
[refrain]
the judgement comments aren’t a reason
f+ck all you b+tches that sh+t never got to me and i
all the girls that love me, i’m a piece of sh+t, i’m better off dead
who the f+ck was there for me, when it all went wrong?
all the f+cking trauma and build up on top of my shoulders
the f+cking heart breaking times that i went through
i never forgot and now that i’m gone my feelings f+cking matter
you regret the bad things that you said to me
[verse]
and regret all the hits that hurt me
but for now, i just need to pause for a minute
this is a goodbye you won’t see me for a minute
remember to remember
don’t care if i’m a f+cking member
spent my whole life just tryna fit it
i’m praying that i’m going down the right path and the f+cking gun inside of my right hand yah
i can’t end it all, but i won’t stall
all the nights that i cried
and all the times that i prayed, i wished and wished and wished
i’m sorry if i let you down, i can’t make everyone proud
[outro]
i’m sorry if i let you down
i can’t make everyone proud
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