dubbs - chapter 6 lyrics
intro
my aunt told me she’d call me the moment she won the lottery
i told myself i’d call her when my daily probs dont bother me
but now i’m think honestly that that day will probably
never come around so lately i’ve been on that pottery
that green got my mind open but lately when i be smoking
my mind been filled with thoughts i keep boxed up and i know it’s
closer to my moment, and lately i’ve been hoping
that my stress will bring some blessings to the ones that i keep closest
i’m just trying to stay focused, listening to otis
wondering what kind of songs that he had floating
up in his mind when his plane fell out the sky
i wonder when he died if he sang the pain inside
see me i’m trying to let it out before the day my death amounts
it hits me deep and i just want to let it out
sometimes i wanna scream and shout
but nothing seems to come out
i only see my family when someone joins or leaves it
thought we’d be together forever i thought these bonds were cement
my poppa’s gotta problem and my momma’s got some secrets
she’s been fueling up on demons i’ve been close enough to see it
i turned my back to her, it’s probably not the wisest choice
i should tell her how i feel but i can never seem to find the voice
used to help her find these pills thinking bout that gives me chills
thinking bout it makes it real so those the thoughts i keep concealed
feelin pistol to the dome as i sit at home alone
scrollin through my phone seeing names i barely know
i’ve been distant for a minute like i’m living on the road
left for some years to find myself didn’t find much out there tho
so i’m still searching, still hurting
i ain’t perfect that much i am certain
i’m just tryna show before they pull the curtains
feeling like my life is cursed excuse my curses
outro
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