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dumb blonde (rapper™) - realistic nightmare lyrics

verse 1:
i sat up in that room for over two something years
dwelling in my thoughts and defeated by my fears
guess you’ll didn’t need me or care to understand
no one could see the truth, or maybe didn’t care
i couldn’t bear to share it, the devil he had won
i almost took my life; i couldn’t love who i’d become
i turn myself on auto, content with+in that place
i had no more ambition; i had no more to say
i chose to be unhappy, told myself i lost that fight
i chose to make excuses; i chose to wish to die
i put myself on drugs just in hopes to ease the pain
continued falling deeper, with+in the “sunk+in place”
i’m fighting my demons, they’re taking me down
i’m fighting depression, i’m in it to drown
they’re calling me crazy, i’m white jacket bound
they say that loco, i’m bozo the clown

hook:
just open your eyes, you need to wake up
sleeping in pain, living
in a realistic nightmare, nightmare, nightmare
it’s in your dreams, baby
just open your eyes, you need to wake up
sleeping in pain, living
in a realistic nightmare, nightmare, nightmare
it’s in your dreams, baby

verse 2:
now i’m really in it deep, how to get up out the mud?
why continue on this path, just to self+destruct?
i had to change my mental, remember to be strong
only i control my fire, i did the work that’s done
i asked the voice with+in, to stand with me throughout
to know i needed self and to trash all of my doubts
i reached out to my family, they politely brushed me off
don’t let that hurt effect you, don’t let progression stop
should i pull the trigger, should i let it pop
my brain has lost it, my thoughts won’t stop
a battle with self, the spirit is lost
self+destruction, but at what cost?
i turn in this direction, every time i met brick walls
i turn in that direction, haters waiting on my fall
by you can keep on “capping”, and talking to yourselves
cause me, i keep on pushing, i won’t take no other “ls”

verse 3:
i’m stuck in a bucket, the lost and found
i’m screaming loud but not making a sound
behind the shadows, they continue to lurk
with smiles big because they see me hurt
pull it together, got to shake this off
forget your zombie, get back to the boss
grab your halo, then grab your cross
remember your rue, remember your sauce
i’m tired of this nightmare, wake me up
shake me hard, then shake me tuff
then i opened my eyes, and what did i see?
lucifer was in the corner pointing at me
“good morning dumb blonde, and how did you sleep?”
my face turned white, pale as a sheet
and my chest got heavy, i could not breathe
but all i could say was no, no, not me…

- dumb blonde rapper lyrics

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