dvwrvth - suicidal tendencies (freestyle) lyrics
[intro]
yeah!
the story started with…
[verse 1]
two minds splitting the sh+t
my mind’s having a fit
my momma’s tryna help me fit
with all these people i try
to help myself
cutting myself constantly
minds exploding contemplating
guns, drugs or suicide
life’s taken a course
we’re only on the main course
my heart is full of remorse
but i’m hated by all
i try to love my friends
but they reject me and hate me
even the one i loved the most
was chatting sh+t about me
i considerеd her family
she said we was closе enough
i got to see her lower half, yeah
she took me on a rollercoaster
of emotions i’m embarassed
i’m ugly, i’m full of anger
my family had cancer
i’ve been replaying the last day in my head
been wishing what we had
was lived full until the end
i been missing dead people
since the end
since the 18th of june
and since the end of december
rip juice and all the ones i remember
rip juice and the ones i remember
yeah, see you in the place in december
[verse 2]
just wish that i fit
or my friends did commit
i’m drinking to numb
wishing i wasn’t so dumb
surround myself in negative manifestation
clouds of this f+cking cultivation
miss me with all that bullsh+t
and i’m trying to learn
but i’m stuck, i yearn
i been called many a name
many hurtful, truth to say
wish i wasn’t so irrelevant
hoping a man dont take
his life, on a track
this beat is on route
ima hop on it, wish for the best
they see the words scratched onto my chest
suicide or cardiac arrest?
and i’m floating up to heaven
a better life, than what i’m living
stuck in a sh+tty h+llhole
forced into society
drugs, knives and sobriety
i hope this sh+t gets noticed
i’m just askin for help
i’m on my last legs
i’m on my prosthetic
she made me feel synthetic
i’m chasin’ for the wrong things
[outro]
yeah
guess i’m just chasing for the wrong things
yeah, yeah
chasing for the wrong things
yeah, yeah
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