dying wish - struggle inside lyrics
i’ve been building walls around me
through which you’ll never see
what hides inside this lonely man
who was born to live for eternity.
i’ve been wearing a mask to hide
all my feelings fighting inside.
i never let anyone too close
cause i feared the pain would be gross.
i’ve had enough, i want to change
even if it sounds too strange
i want to get out this rusty cage.
you cannot change till “i” say so.
but i will never let you go.
this fearful voice rulesover me.
now through the walls i cannot see.
i am a slave to the evil’s will
but i think i’ve already paid my bill.
i’ll pull up now and be strong
i know all my life i have been wrong.
it is high time to get things straight
i have no more time to wait.
life has been a desperate struggle.
the difference from h-ll would be subtle.
concealing what you should show
makes the sorrow inside you grow.
brick by brick i’ll pull down the walls
and i don’t care if the evil’s calls.
brick by brick i’m getting stronger
i’m no one’s slave any longer.
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