eejee - self diagnosed lyrics
(hook}
(verse 1)
to think this all started with a simple crush
except that simple crushed my soul
and sent me down a spiral
i started thinking every minute was my final
throw on a cl-ssic vynl
and start talking about a rifle
then maybe it’ll be sign for
what i’m going through
but know one thought sh-t
it’s like me as a person has been punched & kicked in a ditch
and there wasn’t even a switch
to turn off
i’ve had enough
sick of people thinking i’m tough
f-cker i just wanna give up
depression in me rising up
i was always told to just shut up
maybe i’ll do that in a tub
wrist slit with the water above
people thinking i was gonna bluff
never looked at me the same
when i went to school with scars next to my veins
yeah
i’ve never been the same since that day
now i sit here with depression on my face
(hook}
(verse 2)
and just when i think i’m free
another girl i fell for just left me in the deep
i wanna escape from all this pain
jump out of a plane
and skydive till the wind brushes me away
just please let me decay
i can see now when i’m gone people say hurray
and i’ll be glad cuz my whole life i’ve been lead astray
i feel like a stray
i don’t belong with people
it really should be just me and a needle
cuz even that would be more peaceful
this disease i have is lethal
and it’s effecting more people
but i just feel so alone
while writing this at home
the state of my depression is unknown
but it’s not, cuz it ain’t there
i’m just self diagnosed
cuz when i talk about it, people just oppose
at this state not even god knows
and i don’t give a f-ck anymore i just wanna go
(hook}
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