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einstein the mastermind - what i've done lyrics

when your self destruction is imminent
what happens when you finally snap?

{verse]
how did i get here
tell me what i did wrong
i was just doing the best that could, but y’all couldn’t leave me alone
i started this week with such passion
i didn’t know it was ticking time bomb
’til i lost hope in all humanity now the insanity went to war like vietnam
now i know just how the joker felt
where one bad day would cause a chain reaction
usually i’m spazzing, but today i cracked, and now i’m up in the building with the weapons
strapped up on my body laughing
telling everybody
“you could’vе stopped all of this sh+t from happening
but now if i just pull the triggеr, i’m unleashing mayhem it’s tragic”
but how did it all go downhill
you ask me
well let me tell you the tale
of an introvert who felt a world of hurt
and kept pushing forward but to no avail
and further he fell into his despair
and couldn’t prepare for what would happen next
homicide has entered his mind, and he said “it’s time, i got no regrets”
so now all was left was to set the stage
to step into the world and release the rage
and to any reason he was disengaged
because he knew his fate and his mind was made
him and death ain’t need no introduction
he succumbed into her seduction
lost the will to keep living still and said “f+ck it, here comes destruction”
it started off like any other day, got up out the bed and bowed my head to pray
asking god if this would finally be the day that my luck would change and i would find a way
to get the family straight and make em all proud, instead of hearing that i’m a waste of sp+ce
got dressed for my 9+5 even though i know i f+cking hate that place
opened up my mail to see the bills were late, and barely got the food to even make a plate
couldn’t find my keys and i could barely think because my baby crying kept us all awake
and my girl saying that she cannot take it, yelling at me cuz the rents due
and i’m the breadwinner so i gotta get it, or else me and my whole f+cking family’s through
the sh+t i’m going through; it’s been on my mind and i got no one else to even talk to
always had to get it on my own, because that’s what i was taught i’m supposed to do
but i can not show any weakness, so i find the keys and now i’m leaving
just to see my car had been beaten and bruised, in the worst shape to even be in
and really i just can’t believe it, so i call my boss and told him i can’t make it
but i guess that n+gga f+cking hates my guts, cuz he said my job was now up for the taking
now i’m lost, and my mind is vacant, and i don’t know what else to do
i been tryna look at the bigger picture, but all these dark clouds are my view
so now i’m making irrational choices cuz the only thing i hear is voices
went back to the house and grabbed all the blunts so i could calm my nerves and just avoid this
so i’m getting high just to get me by, tryna silence out all these noises
little did i know that i was about to go on the darkest path into the void
it’s really a funny way how this don’t even seem to be the worst part of my voyage
really it was the calm right before the storm, where my whole life has been destroyed
it started a downward spiral, all these actions proved to be the vital
keys to my rage that up to this day had laid dormant and stayed in idle
but now i pressed the gas and found the nearest bottle, and drank to the bottom in agony
focused on trying to numb the pain, but all of these demons i’m battling
finally spoke to me, and told me that this was the undoing
time to show the world just how unruly i had truly became as it lays in ruin
popped all the pills before i went to do it, plotted my plan and said “here i am!
yall wanted me to be the villain so bad, so f+ck it all n+gga here i stand”
with the gun in hand, i entered the room and ended my bloodline
let out a scream cuz i knew this was the last time
that i would take a breath. f+ck it i’ll make use of what was left
ran to the nearest establishment, said “this is a stick up so hit the deck”
and n0body move or else ima get
to the point where yall won’t take another step
on this earth
guess i made up my mind and determined my worth
i can hear the all the sirens coming, so this went from crazy to worse
so while i sit and wait for death’s sweet embrace to come and take me
look at the choices i made in my life and realized nothing could save me
i made my bed, it’s time to lay in it. realized that i was so finished
tears down my eyes/ but it won’t diminish
what i had done so it’s time to end it
right as the police had entered the doors i pulled out the chopper and let out a roar
opened fire then i started a war
that shook the city to its very core
ran to the next room and i blocked the door
bullets flying, time to close the curtains
i’m just delaying inevitability really, my death is certain
so i took a look to sky and said “i’m sorry this is how it ends
i’m way too far into all this destruction/ there ain’t no way i could make amends
this is real, i can’t pretend!’ so i grab the pistol and aimed it to my head
right as the barricades broke down, i pulled the trigger and it said

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