ekoh - save yourself lyrics
[chorus]
and i know you think you know me
but you don’t know where i’ve been
i’m a mess, what’s happiness
when you just f+ck it up again?
i might lose my way
i might not come back
i know you try to stay to help
but go and save yourself
[verse 1]
this ain’t a way to be livin’, i get it
didn’t know bad it was until you actually said it
breakin’ down but tellin’ everyone i’m fine, i know i promised
i would talk before i crossed that line again but didn’t
yeah, i guess that’s just the way my head works
open up another couple scars before you mend yours
i don’t learn from watching others crash, i gotta wreck first
’cause i don’t think that love is really love until you get hurt, yeah
and i know what you think
said it’s hard to love me when i don’t love myself and i’m on the brink
of trading in this sobriety for a f+cking drink
and i don’t wanna talk about it till we’re bout to sink, yeah
maybe i just need a day off
maybe i’m just more f+cking comfortable in the chaos
you say you love me, so you stay on
invested all your time and wonder when it’s gonna pay off, huh?
[chorus]
and i know you think you know me
but you don’t know where i’ve been
i’m a mess, what’s happiness
when you just f+ck it up again?
i might lose my way
i might not come back
i know you try to stay to help
but go and save yourself
[verse 2]
so afraid of the failure that now i’m barely livin’
spent a lifetime of working with nothin’ left to give it
lookin’ back at the things we been through and feel i miss it
i been running forever, i don’t know how you didn’t
when you’re sitting right next to me, don’t know where i go
i’m in my head with these songs and pick apart every note
these insecurities k!lling me but i never show
the things i’m thinking are probably worse than you’ll ever know
yeah, we been feeling like we can’t move
same house, same walls, but a different view
spending time avoiding this inconvenient truth
i got some problems and i’m sick of trying to blame you
’cause i feel, like i been, on my own, in my head
the light goes, and i see
you fall when standing beside me
[verse 3]
and every night i lie awake
tryin’ to fight but every day, i’m feeling less, feeling less like me
still waiting for me to open up
she ain’t cheating, just fantasizing ’bout who i was
fell in love with this image that i portray, but know it ain’t a lie
it’s who i want to be at the end of the day
i know the feelings and the thoughts will keep me down
depression and anxiety, hanging inside the clouds
no matter where i go, they keep following me around
and you think that one day, i can make it out
[chorus]
and i know you think you know me
but you don’t know where i’ve been
i’m a mess, what’s happiness
when you just f+ck it up again?
i might lose my way
i might not come back
i know you try to stay to help
but go and save yourself
[outro]
(go and save yourself)
go and save yourself
(go and save yourself)
go and save yourself
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