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eli the guy - broke lyrics

[verse 1]
am i chasing it still
am i jaded, laying awake while i wonder still
wonder where i stand with my passion, do i want it still
am i just tired and uninspired, or something else
could it be this job, relationships, or is it myself
what i want to be, i couldn’t tell ya
i figured i’d never make it to twenty+five
i mumble we still alive, momma we sleep deprived
nine to five keep me dry
momma i’m trying, but i don’t think i can live this life
the life of an artist, starving, but fighting, but dead inside
momma i swear i’m trying, but life keep passing by
n+ggas is still dying, the government take my pride
speed up and jeopardize, my memories emphasize
filled with nostalgia, but in the prison, i’m present, nah
callous and cauterize, ain’t nothing behind these eyes
waiting to flourish, waiting for purpose
waiting for sh+t to change, i done feed the purpose on purpose
hungry and malnourished
i just want to be heard, but i’m screaming it isn’t working
it feels likes these words worthless
i’m on the edge of the world, if i jump would i reach the surface
searching for the smile, probably find it in a purchase
searching for me, but it’s been a minute since i’d hear him
probably won’t recognize him anyway, i’m uncertain
can’t remember the face, when i see him my eyes blurring
surfing on the frustration, swept away under the current
i just want my baby, my baby want something else
i don’t fit the description, maybe this isn’t good for my health
my intention missing, my passion collecting dust on the shelf
i could feel the distance, a pendulum spinning, my skin melting
lost in translation, my message is on delivered
i read the receipts, a piece of mind, you overcharge a n+gga
[chorus]
i’m broke, b+tch
god doing his bidding when i trust the process
regardless, end of the day i keep hope, b+tch
where we going, we spend our life not knowing, but we’ll figure it out
it’s our first time living, itch in the figure of doubt
we make it out, two count

[verse 2]
spent my days chasing the sp+ces i wasn’t wanted
trying to prove i’m worthy, hurting deep in this function
giving something for nothing, rushing to complete me cause i wasn’t
hoping somebody see me running, then come for the numbness
hope someone believe me when i tell them i grown
best believe i never should have went through that phone
seen some sh+t i can’t forgive and can’t forget on my own
tryna forget i need a crutch, and now i’m drinking alone
tryna forget i look for crutches like i’m accident pr+ne
happiness gone, granny called and tell him pass me the phone
baby boy, i’m twenty+five, but still her baby at heart
she see a toddler when she see me, see the light in the dark
all the strife in my heart, a youngin’ i was swimming with sharks
now i float, b+tch
keep my dream of making it far, constantly palms kissing
i’m missing the talk to god, my intuition is flawed
expect the worse out of yall, can’t disappoint me if i saw it
come up from a mile and a half
from my own go to war, and you n+ggas dodging the draft
none of this sh+t adding up, but i was never good at math
why you think i’m hopping factories, f+ck school
since i was a youngin’ was always bucking, like f+ck rules
f+ck me, then f+ck you too, always something to prove
who nuts bigger, who run quicker, f+cking fool
never even thought i’d see a day past twenty+two
so i ain’t give a f+ck about nothing, now i suffer
just need a blunt or two, can’t run so we numb it
heart bleeding, i patch it up with a hundred
ben franklin and ben’s nurse in a world
he flip that frown when he around, he make the struggle reverse
[chorus]
i need a bag, but i’m broke, b+tch
god doing his bidding when i trust the process
regardless, end of the day i keep hope, b+tch
where we going, we spend our life not knowing, but we’ll figure it out
it’s our first time living, itch in the figure of doubt
we make it out, together

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