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elisa ailes - kinda don’t wanna exist lyrics

[verse 1]
kinda don’t want to exist but i’ll deal with it
put on my makeup make it look like i’m on top of sh+t
breaking at the seams but no one seems to notice me
gotten way too good at acting like i’m over it
kinda don’t want to exist but it’s not that bad
i’m just a little bit dramatic
get it from my dad
and he would tell you i’ve been like this since i was a child
anyway, it will work out it always does somehow

[chorus]
i just don’t know how to regulate my emotions
empty or spilling over (that’s all i know)

[verse 2]
don’t want to exist
i’m just winging it
thought by now i would’ve found a way to deal with this
but i’m stuck on autopilot
my life’s on repeat
swear a year ago felt like it happened just last week
really don’t want to exist so badly but is that so bad?
would anybody even notice if i weren’t around?
it’s not like i want to die i’m just thinking out loud
i wish everyone would stop asking if i’m alright (ugh)
[chorus]
i just don’t know how to regulate my emotions
empty or spilling over (that’s all i know)
i just don’t know how to stop these thoughts from coming
maybe i’m the problem (don’t want to know)

[outro]
i’m sorry
(i see you)
(you think you’re funny?)
sometimes i wonder if i even want to be okay
is that okay?

- elisa ailes lyrics

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