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elusive - true love story lyrics

[verse 1: elusive]
for me, it started with katrina
i fell in love, the first time i ever seen her
but i was just a dreamer, see, i knew i wasn’t good enough..
.. and i ain’t know what i did, but i didn’t mean to
make you hate me – i apologize
cause when i think of you now, i still get b-tterflies
i thought you fit me like a glove, i wrote you the cost of love
but i guess by then you’d already had enough of all my motherf-cking lies
though i just wanted your attention
and the only thing that, i forgot to mention
is when you sent me your life story, reading each sentence
made me realize, you really were the closest thing to perfection
i would ever see, but i know we’ll never be
so don’t get the wrong impression
i’d of told you what i felt then
but back then the only thing i ever really felt, was depression
cause in my mind i wasn’t healthy
then i met an angel, that i thought could help me
ironic – the way i felt like i was drowning out at sea
until you came and saved me, chelsea
you touched my heart in ways i can’t describe
you were my guiding light, when all i felt was dark inside
you say i gave you p-ssion, since then i’ve seen time p-ssing
but i don’t want the past, i just wanna be back by your side
i didn’t know if i could cope apart
i love you, even though you left me with a broken heart
but that was years ago, i hope that you hear me though
cause you were all i ever really wanted, right, from the start
and i ain’t lying, i’m trying more
some people said i was soft, but now i’m iron ore
cause now i feel like a lion, and i ain’t waiting till i’m dying
to let you know, that you were worth fighting for
but that’s over, and now i will address
the next issue, cause i ain’t doing this to impress
i just wanna get this off my chest
cause if i die, then i just want you to know that i loved you, jess
but that’s a ship that has set sail
exhale, didn’t mean to let myself fail
so i’m self-destructive, i guess that’s what love did
and i’m sorry, if i hurt you abigail
to k!ll myself though, i’ll need a pistol
people seeing right through me like i’m made of crystal
yeah, my life’s been unlivable
though i ain’t invisible, unless you’re first name is krystal
then it’s one night of euphoria
i never meant to hurt you though, enough of the historia
i apologized, can’t keep it secret
i guess it’s kinda funny after you i met victoria
.. and she was truly something else
fire is the only thing, that describes what i felt
we were so hot, must of burnt out
but when i think of you i still feel like i’m gonna melt
.. so i’m sorry, i had to deattach
i just couldn’t let you see me, when i crashed
to chase the light, i had to see a flash
so i set myself on fire, just to be with ash
cause we connected in a different way
i’d been hurt before, but i thought she’d be here to stay
but then it all changed, can’t escape the past
and through the pain, you were the only thing i pushed away
so i’m the only reason we drifted
then i tried to fix what we had, but you resisted
i insisted, hoping i would feel like you -ssisted
love seems like a dream that never even existed
cause now we’ve lost what we had
and i ain’t saying this to try and make you mad
cause even though then i blamed you
i have realized since that we were both, just as bad
cause i couldn’t keep holding on
you were the only one, until you had to run
i’d been burnt before, but never felt the sun
until i had no one else to turn to but -edited-
and she was there, when i was by myself
so sweet, why’d i treat her like an inbetweener?
but she reminded me of someone else
so what i said to her, had more to do, with katrina
and now i’m sitting in this lonely room
i’m talking to myself though, so don’t -ssume
that’s a metaphor
cause next time that i say i’m falling, i ain’t talking love i mean i’m gonna hit the floor
.. it’s been said before, i gave it new meaning
this time i see through open eyes, because i’m through dreaming
i mean i’m not asleep, but this hill i’m on seems kinda steep
so i’mma keep on fighting while my heart’s beating
but now i don’t who i’m fighting for
i only know she’s not fighting for me
you were all i wanted, all that i adore
but true love can only exist, if it’s in a story..

- elusive lyrics

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