elysiansoul - dark thoughts lyrics
he was
ashen, ashen
with his pale, sunken face
and he had
dark thoughts, dark thoughts
mirrored in his empty gaze
and he was
all alone, so alone
with the nightmares creeping in
but he’s
screaming, screaming
just dying to be thin
“it must be a phase!” + their voices just blur into one
“it’s a girl’s disease!” + but oh, they couldn’t be more wrong
these dark thoughts, they, are my own
i fade away right to my bones
they didn’t help
they couldn’t know
can’t do this on my own
his body’s
wasting, wasting
as he’s restricting more and more
he likes the
feeling, feeling
of being lighter than before
and he felt
broken, broken
and didn’t know if he could cope
and he was
falling, stumbling
with no light at the end of the road
“it must be a phase!” + their voices just blur into one
“it’s a girl’s disease!” + but, oh, they couldn’t be more wrong
stoney faces, judging gazes, “why can’t you just eat?”
just ’cause he’s a man you think his pain is obsolete
well these dark thoughts, they are my own
i fade away right to my bones
they’ll never help
they’ll never know
i’ll do this on my own
“it must be a phase!” + their voices just blur into one
“it’s a girl’s disease!” + but, oh, they couldn’t be more wrong
these dark thoughts, they are my own
i fade away right to my bones
they didn’t help
they couldn’t know
can’t do this on my own
he was
ashen, ashen
and he had
dark thoughts, dark thoughts
and he was all alone, so alone
but he’s screaming, screaming
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