emɐnuǝl x - blood diaries lyrics
as i read blood diaries
they inspire me/
to wonder why suicide still
happens in our society/
k!lluminati, keeping a
watchful eye on me/
the irony is that they see
nothing in its entirety/
i couldn’t tell you if secret
clubs are k!lling the wise/
but if they were, to tell the
truth, i wouldn’t be surprised/
i’ll say this once so exercise
keenness because i mean this/
i fear of dying under the
weight of my own g*nius/
i’ve seen it happen in
cycles over our history/
the mystery of people dead
at the hands of their misery/
all the signs leading up to it
locked up in ya journal/
trade blood for ink on ya last
page and your choice is eternal/
hook:
you hide ya pain
& i’m sure you could lie to me/
but everything is revealed
in ya blood diary/
…spillin out on ya blood diary/
…pouring out on ya blood diary/
you hide ya pain
& i’m sure you could lie to me/
but everything is revealed
in ya blood diary/
…pourin out on ya blood diary/
…spillin out on ya blood diary/
a king in the motherf-ckin flesh, feelin
blessed as i cherish every breath/
i really value hearing, though
i cherish every sense/
because without any music
that would really be me deaf (death)/
double entendre
motherf-ckin monsta/
are we talking pressure points
or are we talking chakra’s?/
you run with 3 9’s so
b-tches call you larry czonka/
i run with two b-tches
one’s faith, the other’s karma/
murder & suicide is
one in the same/
one’s from insufficient blood in
the veins, the others vain/
regardless, death is the
subject of pain/
and pain is the subject
leaving all your diaries stained/
a cruel world, to know the
truth is to tell a lie/
so much pain, f-ck the
truth, when you’d rather die/
barely words just blood
is all that tells your story/
but blood holds no glory
if it can’t tell my story for me/
inside the mind of a man
who planned his last hour/
i see k!lling yourself takes
much more than man power/
but with the motivation it
takes to end heart beats/
put that toward a set
of values thicker than concrete/
see the future, see what
you could become/
anything is better than
seeing the eye of a gun/
and they say the tongue
is mightier than all swords/
but it’s crazy how much pain
lies in a page of your words/
hook:
you hide ya pain
& i’m sure you could lie to me/
but everything is revealed
in ya blood diary/
…spillin out on ya blood diary/
…pouring out on ya blood diary/
you hide ya pain
& i’m sure you could lie to me/
but everything is revealed
in ya blood diary/
…pourin out on ya blood diary/
…spillin out on ya blood diary/
spoken word:
as more youth k!lls
themselves slowly/
i feel a presence more
holy control me/
with limitations of
police who patrol me/
i feel like self expression nowadays
can get me twenty to 40/
our generation holds
most if not everything in/
because we we’re never shown
how to live within our own skin/
with distractions on our
monitors and cell phone screens/
technology provides a veil
to hide behind our dreams/
but once were seen and
exposed for who we are/
we seek death as the cure
to escape our permanent scars/
n0body knows us better than
our tweets, journals, and statuses/
but self induced pain for
some is an expressive additive/
times get hard but please
keep the persistence/
because everything in the
universe has means of existence/
they makin us hate ourselves
for their own personal growth/
but money and diamonds
can’t outlast our powerful quotes/
– emanuel x
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