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embis - should i stay lyrics

[intro]
(should i stay or just leave and grieve, and greive)
yo
look, man
goin’ through a hard time right now
so
(should i stay or just leave and grieve, and greive)
should i leave?
or should i stay?
ayo

[verse 1]
my worst fear is not having loved ones near
my loved ones dear to my heart, what is here?
gotta take care of my family, i know they care
i know it ain’t fair, but i got a career
i steer and control and try to hold my emotions and cause commotion, explosions
just try to prepare for when i gotta go
already on the road
already miss ’em, i miss ’em, oh, man, no!
no
yo, should i go?
leave my family and try to show the world that i can blow?
or should i stay and try to help pay at least a dozen?
sit down and play with my cousin
does it matter? i’m telling myself that it doesn’t
and all of this is buzzin’ inside of my head
while i sit in bed soaking in dread, soaking in red
the blood is on by hands if somethin’ goes wrong
one thing goes “dong”, and i’m back to the long and never ending song
i imagine them bashing me
causin’ backlash all ’cause of the cash
is it worth it?
i mean i can catch a flow sometimes but i can’t tell you how many times i couldn’t come up with rhymes
can i turn my talent to dimes?
maybe, but nothing more
’cause these words, they be burnin’ my inner core
they ain’t a metaphor
my soul, my goal, what’s more important?
pourin’ my soul into raps, lyrically running laps
asmatic, it induces heart attacks
cataracts, blind to the facts
my confidence lacks
this is my maximmum
my minimum is getting ’em and at least getting income
and here in comes the hate
yeah, take the bait
i don’t know my fate, but i can try to delay it
one way it can south, but i spew it out of my mouth ’cause i don’t know a drouth of ideas
i guess what i’m trying to say
is i don’t care about the pay
as long as i can stay
how long will i lay here, how long will i play here
it’s a hard decision, but t i have to
it’s my mission
my mission

[chorus]
should i stay or just leave and greive, and grieve
should i say i’ll just and pray, it’s not grey

[verse 2]
look, i’m being honest
they kick dirt and just leave it on us
i’m left in the dark about what i should do
it’s left a mark just like a tattoo
two sides of the family, no plan b, i have to be the best that i can be, but can he?
about to fail the 9th grade
as almost all my emotions fade
look what you have made, luke
it makes me wanna puke
every time i think about what you did
but am i gonna let it seep into college?
and let it affect my knowledge?
creepin’ into my sleep and keeping me from leaving it alone cleaving into my personal life just like a knife
i’m heaving every night
i can’t take it
i try to fake it but i can’t make it
seem like i ain’t depressed
cause honestly, i’m just stressed
shouldn’t have dropped my address
and i guess that’s my fault
i was angry
i wanted to fight you luke, can you blame me?
that’s how i became the
man i am now, but how have i let it get to this point
yeah, take a bow
you ruined my life
apart of me thinks i deserve it, i don’t why
i can try to reverse it
the damage has been done
my reputation is ruined here
no career here
so, i’ve made my decision
i may be leaving
as long as i still breathin’ by the end
i can try to make amends
but i can’t pretend i’m not offended
my soul has temporarily lended to the devil to poked, pushed, and bended to will of evil
thats enough i’m done!
i can try and run
but i still have just one question

- embis lyrics

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