emmaaa - holding onto the heartbreak lyrics
[verse 1]
i thought we were synchronized
it’s funny how that ended up
you let me catastrophize
and didn’t try to fill my cup
all we are is dramatized
you lived inside my head for seventeen months
two novembers passed us by
it’s funny how the seasons changed
one you loved me, next i cried
you barely said happy birthday
my friends tried to sympathize
but you were never something i could explain
[pre+chorus]
you quiet quit on me
so much for all our dreams
i’m sure you had a reason
but red was all i could see
i bet you hate me now
two times i turned you down
and yeah, i had my reasons
all of which i’m not too proud
[chorus]
hindsight’s a b+tch
now i know what you did
and it’s just so pathetic
how i acted like a kid around you
my naïveté made me seek approval
even though i’d never find it in someone like you
that’s my mistake
you were a psych ward case
i didn’t know how to deal with your pain
all your brutal one liners
and one word reminders
that i wasn’t gonna get what i wanted
but i kept looking to find it
i stayed through the headache
when i should have up and left in the first place
i was in love with you
but now all i have are open wounds
and a habit of holding onto the heartbreak
and a habit of holding onto the heartbreak
[verse 2]
i thought we were gonna last
astonishing, that didn’t work
savoured it until we crashed
atlantic ocean holds our urn
hoped you would pick up the slack
but you just let me lie and cry and yearn
[pre+chorus]
you pulled the rug out from under me
ten months, i aimed to please
you said i’m better off without you
and i couldn’t breathe
i kinda hate you now
you always let me down
i know you had your issues
and i’m still here keeping count
[chorus]
hindsight’s a b+tch
now i know what you did
and it’s just so pathetic
how i acted like a kid around you
my naïveté made me seek approval
even though i’d never find it in someone like you
that’s my mistake
you were a psych ward case
i didn’t know how to deal with your pain
all your brutal one liners
and one word reminders
that i wasn’t gonna get what i wanted
but i kept looking to find it
i stayed through the headache
when i should have up and left in the first place
i was in love with you
but now all i have are open wounds
and a habit of holding onto the heartbreak
[bridge]
you were a pessimist
but i’m not your therapist
you need a cease and desist
oh, i’m getting sick of this
i’m not an optimist
no, i just wanted a kiss
but you kept on losing it
so now i hate everything
you’re kinda villainous
and yet, i didn’t resist
i guess i like being tricked
and having someone to fix
wish you were a pacifist
so i could have peace again
are you done demolishing
whatever we could have had?
[outro]
i thought we were synchronized
it’s funny how that ended up
you made me catastrophize
whenever it comes to love
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