enderspitsvenom - nightmare lyrics
[hook]
all of these emotions
are like a nightmare
i don’t dare to ask
the demons if they
care as i’m looking
at a dianite stuffed
teddy bear
[verse 1]
yeah
i wake up
in the middle of
the night from a
memory of my ex
it’s like a nightmare
i know you dont care
anymore my only
friends are the devils
on my shoulder putting
these thoughts into my
head like i should die
because i’m worthless
maybe i should cry maybe
i should say my final goodbye
to the world maybe
i might be respected
a little bit more writing
this sh+t is like a chore
feel like i’m drowning
further then shore as
i pour myself some
vodka so i can away
from this war in my
head i can’t even
sleep in bed all my
haters say i should be
dead i wanna
get away from
the dread dont
even wanna take
a med she pulled
me into a trap
then fled now
i’m hanging by a
thread in this life
as i take this knife
to reveal my veins
i don’t feel the pain
like my eye strain
just need a bullet
to the brain they
say i do this for
fame but i only
want money i
can stack to
the grave
[hook repeat x2]
all of these emotions
are like a nightmare
i don’t dare to ask
the demons if they
care as i’m looking
at a dianite stuffed
teddy bear
[verse 2]
yeah i’m getting
paranoia so i grab
the gun because
i swear i can hear
voices but they are
in my head but the
devils are so loud
at 3am that i can’t
get back to sleep
i don’t wanna be
this way its like
i’m trying to fix
my heart with the
music and by shutting
out these voices
but i can’t so they
drag me down further
everytime i hear her name
or see her face i start
to cry then that’s when
the devils tell me i need
to die but they just f+cking
lie because it’s all a nightmare
[hook 2]
it’s 3am
that’s when i’m closest
to the devils so i’m befriending
them hoping they start to like
me so i can be myself again
[verse 3]
i’m trying to sleep
but when i try i relive
all of my bad times
when i was a kid when
i watched my dog get put
down man i don’t wanna
relive these moments but
i do and it’s been f+cking
k!lling me inside its been
happening ever since
she left my life
turned upside down
it’s pretty upsetting
just became friends
with ellie again she
a true friend always
had my back i don’t
need a dad because
he left and i’ve been
doing better without
him i’m only in this
scene to get rid of
pain f+ck the wannabe
fame i don’t wanna the
spotlight
[hook 3]
i dont care
if you hate me
it’s like your trying to bait me
maybe it’s just a f+cking nightmare
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