endstate - ghost lyrics
ghost lyrics
have i come too far to turn my back and
regress to my dormant state?
before i felt the hands of anguish
as they jolted me awake
i could dissolve and depart with the breeze
and still wouldn’t fit among dust and debris
as even dirt would reject my company
i could dismantle and reassemble
omitting every trait that leaves me unable
to identify with my surroundings
but i’d bear the burden of knowing i lack authenticity
replaced with the need to prove my existence
this is the lonely position
between enlightenment and aberration
nothing can close the distance
between where i am and where i want to be
i’m not where i want to be
i let the light in and it left me blind
eventually this would pass in time
to reveal to me
i am bound by my misery
and like a ghost doomed to dwell in the dark
the closest thing i know to connection
is having others pass right through me
as if i were an open door
this life was never meant for me
deny my soul the chance to decay
ignite my bones to set me free
this life was never meant for me
let me leave
there’s nothing left worth salvaging
in the absence of my heartbeat
i will find my peace
because i can’t bear the burden of breathing
against the weight upon my chest
buried six feet beneath the torment
i choose to repress
locked away inside my head
it’s so much easier to pretend
i don’t feel so f+cking out of place
only delusion could keep me safe
this is the lonely position
between enlightenment and aberration
nothing can close the distance
between where i am and where i want to be
this is the lonely position
between enlightenment and aberration
nothing can close the distance
between where i am and where i want to be
this is the lonely position
between enlightenment and aberration
nothing can close the distance
between where i am and where i want to be
this is the lonely position
between enlightenment and aberration
nothing can close the distance
between where i am and where i want to be
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